I'm not going to drum up drama in this sad time, but in terms of dealing with them? I'd rather not, thanks. Like I said, in all of this, I want to make sure Mom is going to be ok. That's all I care about.

It also doesn't help that my dad's brother and his separated wife are 'trying to help,' in which all they're really seeming to do is adding their two cents on everything going on. I've talked to my mother & she agreed with the fact that while they're grieving as well, that it seems hollow.

And if she isn't, to tell her that she doesn't have to put on a brave face for me or for my brothers' families. That its ok to grieve, and that we will grieve with her. All of us are in this together. I just wish...I dunno, that dad and I had found common ground before he passed. Y'know? 😔

Maybe it'll hit me when I see him at the visitation. I don't know. All I know is that I want to know if my mom is ok in all of this, as I live up in Maine. My brothers are down there in KY with her, but she's been dealing with this all on her own. I just want to know if she's feeling ok.

I feel the loss, but it seems like sadness just hasn't hit me. I haven't even cried. My dad and I weren't the best of friends, and our relationship throughout my life was...strained, at best. I did my best to try and make him proud, but all it seemed to get me was nowhere, fast. Maybe thats why.

I know I'm worrying probably over nothing, but its still making me pretty anxious regardless. Ugh. Good vibes pretty please and thankies...I'm going to need them.

Hell yeah, wishing you some good writing vibes my dude! ^_^

Nice! I pulled him on pull 20, he's looking to be fun. (And yes captain shark daddy, oh my)

No worries man! And here's my ID if you wanna. ^_^

494564535

Nice!!! I'm downloading it now. 🥰