I'm going to. I just hope she sees it that way and is willing to talk as well. Hopefully she at least recognizes that I'm genuinely trying even by just approaching her.

That's why I was considering trying to talk to her. The thing is? It takes two for shit to go left. But after reflecting on it?

I'm the one who pursued a relationship with her. Which proved to be a mistake. So I ultimately feel responsible for our friendship falling apart.

--And with no middle man between us? We just constantly clashed until something had to give. Two hurt people can't fix a relationship. The time apart was needed I feel.

Yeah. I guess that's all I can do is try, despite my hesitance. But thanks man. I honestly was wondering if I was crazy for thinking like this.

Considering how badly things ended, I know most people wouldn't think twice about that person. But I think me and her were both in really bad spaces.--

I mean. I would like to, but I'm not even sure how to approach her. I'm willing to talk if she is, but I dunno how she's going to react if I try to reach out.

I don't know if she'll get pissed off or even just ignore me. I don't even know how she feels about me now tbh. If she feels anything.

Yeah. That's what I've been thinking about lately. Specifically about Cooki. Things ended really bad between us. But now that a good amount of time has passed?

I'm not even angry about all that shit anymore. I was for awhile. But now? I genuinely just miss our friendship, before shit hit the fan.

Just something I've been thinking about. Do you think it's strange to miss someone that use to be your friend after some time has passed, even though you had a pretty bad falling out with them?

No relation to what you've been going through btw. Just a general question.

Sorry to hear that man. Yeah, it's definitely rough moving on after something like that. Because this is probably the loneliest I've felt on social media in a long time. I'd say more than half the circle I had even a year ago is no longer around me. And navigating that has been...not so great.

Yeah. At least here you can talk a bit more comfortably and not feel like you have a red dot on your back at all times. Less bullshit to shift through as well. But yeah. I sure hope so man, this year has not been my best. Between losing and cutting multiple ex-friends. It's been challenging.

It definitely is. Almost feels strange coming from that cesspool to here. But I can appreciate it, even if it's a bit more boring over here. Lol. And yeah, I'm kinda in the same boat as you. I'm just trying to get by as best I can. Still struggling with my own shit as well.