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⠀crawl inside this body— find me where i’m most ruined , love me there .

⠀i always knew i was a martyr and that jesus was one too ／ but i was built from special pieces that i learned how to unscrew ／ and i can always reassemble to fit perfectly for you ／ or anybody that decides that i’m of use .

⠀my god , my god , whose performance am i watching .ᐣ how many people am i .ᐣ who am i .ᐣ what is this space between myself and myself .ᐣ

⠀but good god , what’s wrong with me , after all .ᐣ what am i missing .ᐣ why this emptiness , this nostalgia .ᐣ what is this anxiety , as if i only loved something i didn’t know .ᐣ

⠀i need a father .
i need a mother .
i need some older , wiser being to cry to .
i talk to god , but the sky is empty .