Between work being awful, the most painful laser session of my life, and medical bills coming due I lost track of how many times I nearly started to break down today. But then I walk in the door and my girlfriend and cats are there to greet me and damn if it doesn't make everything okay.

It's been a hot minute blue sky

When I came out to my friend of like 20+ years he just said "I already knew" so yeah still trying to unwrap that development.

Round 1: Dozo
Round 2: Dozo
Round 3: Dozo
Round 4: Dozo
T4: Bye
T2: Dozo

Send help.

Washed out of San Antonio. My worst performance since my first year playing Mons. But I had more fun than any regional last season (sans San Antonio) so we definitely take those.

Out here low key terrified that my HRT might be on the chopping block here soon. I'm so tired. I just want to live my life, man.

Okay I'm locked in for San Antonio. The team adjustment epiphany in the shower has proven to be game changing for me.

LOL so my grandma has given all the grandkids the same gift for decades. It's been a tradition for as long as I can remember. Guess who didn't get one this year?

The new season of Arcane introduced me to AshNikko and I hate all of you for keeping her from me all these years

Sometimes I start to feel dysphoric that I don't feel dysphoric and then I walk past a Lush and they have a sale on bath bombs and now I'm in the bath and notice my leg hair has gotten long and oh god where is my razor

Alberta just passed 3 anti-trans bills restricting healthcare and freedoms for trans youth, and trans participation in sports. We're <0.4% of the population. We're at higher risks of violence and suicide. Yet, govt resources are still spent to harm us further. I feel so heartbroken and defeated.

finally booked my flights for toronto

Gaming. Felt cute. Kyogre can't hit Origin Pulse.

The team building group getting back into Reg G rn has reignited the builder in me and I can finally unleash the techs I've kept secret since NAIC.

My grandma: Is that you, {name}? I thought you were a female at first.

Not sure how to feel about this one, chat.

Just scheduled my first HRT appointment while I still can. Wish me luck.

Well I was hopefully planning on coming out to my family and friends shortly after this but seeing as half of the country is mentally deficient I have to hide myself in this fucking state because there's no telling if I'll wake up one day with my right to simply exist being revoked.

Forgetting to register for the GC in time has been (unintentionally) so good for my mental health. I hope I never have to play a bo1 CTS format again.