anywaze time to go run off and drive around night city at light speed so i dont think about anything other than zoom

i don't know what to do, what's going to happen to me, what's going to happen to my sister, our community, our country. and it feels so selfish to even be feeling this way when i see or think of gaza. i feel so dirty and guilty about our helplessness for others, while i'm helpless for myself too.

my ex doing a 180 on that when shit got real, and even if i can, i'm losing my sister, idk if she could get out, i'll have to go through losing access, whether for a short or long period of time, to my fucking epilepsy meds and all my psych and physical meds. i'm tired, i'm so, so tired.

and some people are saying it might not, but, every. other. bad. thing. has. and trans healthcare isn't even the only thing on the block. all my healthcare in general, my money, my food. my trust in the "you have a place here" sentiment from my canadian friends is kinda broken because of

i'm sorry WHO wants to do a WHAT NOW????
i just want bro to get fucking arrested dawg(would love to get our 30k+ back, but..). anyone who would spend money on a revenge zine immediately after getting scammed out of hundreds is off their fucking rocker, like it's going to be a shitshow and fall apart

the fact that we can't do anything because of the anonymity that fuck has, and that mod team won't do so much as release his name. i'm unspeakably angry and upset and i just. want to scream

losing that money and getting such a big fuck you in return just. sucks so much. like, nobody wants to get scammed, obviously, but being so poor to where that was like 8 months of savings that i had to pay in installments is just. insane.

I'M SO INCONSISTENT WITH COMING AROUND BUT EEEE I LOVE SEEING UR POSTS DAWG

i care them so fucking much it's not even funny 😭 i'm so normal so so so normal 😊↔️😊↔️
first time i've written a single word of fic in a decade and it's all for my little psychos

giggling and twirling my hair for real rn teehee
idk why i get scared to open bsky, bc every time i do i'm blessed😩 thank you my king

IM SO GLAD I OPENED THIS APP ON ACCIDENT BC IM DEPRIVED OF BELLADLER AND IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS I AGREE I AGREE SO MUCH PLEASE MORE

i think of him as something of a Long Suffering Dad Friend type of guy, and he definitely takes revenge on them when he has them bent over his desk 🙂↕️

DRABBLE?! NOT A WRITER?!? oh great heavens this was a full course meal. i'm about to pass out it was so good.

my momma taught me that love is not a finite resource, and i'll never treat it like one. if i love a single second of consuming something i will not withhold that

the giggle i giggled at ur caption

i went "the big bang what, are they making music? wait. this definitely isn't about old kpop and you're stupid." 😭

i'm fucking SAT. you had me at piss and then you hit me with ftm ghost and i'm CRAZY. i wanna be ghost so bad i'm projecting so hard rn
i mean what who said that