chise
@apuricity.bsky.social
i yap a lot ⋆⁺₊❅. @itouyas.bsky.social's yap account about things
icon & banner by my work wife @saibraeus.bsky.social
icon & banner by my work wife @saibraeus.bsky.social
you'd think i'd be happy to have paid the bills and have a roof over my head but my mental illness says: what if it all comes crashing down and you lose everything u have to hoard more
December 5, 2025 at 2:23 PM
you'd think i'd be happy to have paid the bills and have a roof over my head but my mental illness says: what if it all comes crashing down and you lose everything u have to hoard more
That ramen is wreckingmy tummy
December 4, 2025 at 9:20 AM
That ramen is wreckingmy tummy
mmm, my auntie is trying to sell my earrings bc she's raising funds to afford uncle's cancer therapy, but I don't need/use earrings... but I'm worried if I just give them 'help' others will start bothering me esp my mom when she knows i have 'extra' zzz
December 2, 2025 at 5:04 AM
mmm, my auntie is trying to sell my earrings bc she's raising funds to afford uncle's cancer therapy, but I don't need/use earrings... but I'm worried if I just give them 'help' others will start bothering me esp my mom when she knows i have 'extra' zzz
Another month another attempt at survival 🥳
November 30, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Another month another attempt at survival 🥳
kitty is sick and has an infection on her ear (yes my mom named her kitty), and I really can't help but.... help. Money will always come back (or I hope it does), but I hate seeing animals suffer.
November 30, 2025 at 4:52 AM
kitty is sick and has an infection on her ear (yes my mom named her kitty), and I really can't help but.... help. Money will always come back (or I hope it does), but I hate seeing animals suffer.
Dreading the realization that I'll be on my period during my move so it'll prolly be hella stressdul 😭😭😭
November 22, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Dreading the realization that I'll be on my period during my move so it'll prolly be hella stressdul 😭😭😭
shaking like a wet dog 1 week left before i move omg
November 21, 2025 at 6:12 AM
shaking like a wet dog 1 week left before i move omg
Me wondering if ill survive next year too or maybe i should just die in january
November 19, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Me wondering if ill survive next year too or maybe i should just die in january
Talked to oomf abt Asher's expenses and a fixed budget will greatly help, thankful they agreed....!
November 17, 2025 at 4:44 PM
Talked to oomf abt Asher's expenses and a fixed budget will greatly help, thankful they agreed....!
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youre asking chatgpt. im asking my discord full of autistic people that i keep in my back pocket. we are not the same.
November 15, 2025 at 5:41 PM
youre asking chatgpt. im asking my discord full of autistic people that i keep in my back pocket. we are not the same.
I know she's jealous i have travel plans next year but i work 12 hrs a day and live frugally this year so next year i can have both savings and a vacation.... Money don't come from trees!!! And watching my mom and sis try to force dad to take them on a vacation they cant afford annoys me
November 16, 2025 at 9:09 AM
I know she's jealous i have travel plans next year but i work 12 hrs a day and live frugally this year so next year i can have both savings and a vacation.... Money don't come from trees!!! And watching my mom and sis try to force dad to take them on a vacation they cant afford annoys me
My sis wants to go to hong kong w fam to heal her inner child bc apparently when we were kids my parents went to hong kong and i kept crying to come with them so they brought me and left my sis behind jdjdjd bruh money dont come from trees
November 16, 2025 at 8:59 AM
My sis wants to go to hong kong w fam to heal her inner child bc apparently when we were kids my parents went to hong kong and i kept crying to come with them so they brought me and left my sis behind jdjdjd bruh money dont come from trees
what pops off and what doesn't on xitter will forever be a mystery to me
November 12, 2025 at 3:06 AM
what pops off and what doesn't on xitter will forever be a mystery to me
me: doesn't receive anything
me: that's fine bc i don't deserve anything
me: receives something
me: crashes out bc idk why people keep helping me but i cant reject bc im not in the position to but also are they okay????
me: that's fine bc i don't deserve anything
me: receives something
me: crashes out bc idk why people keep helping me but i cant reject bc im not in the position to but also are they okay????
November 11, 2025 at 5:20 AM
me: doesn't receive anything
me: that's fine bc i don't deserve anything
me: receives something
me: crashes out bc idk why people keep helping me but i cant reject bc im not in the position to but also are they okay????
me: that's fine bc i don't deserve anything
me: receives something
me: crashes out bc idk why people keep helping me but i cant reject bc im not in the position to but also are they okay????
I receive so much kindness from others but i never want to be a burden.... i wish i could stop being a burden
November 11, 2025 at 4:54 AM
I receive so much kindness from others but i never want to be a burden.... i wish i could stop being a burden
i don't know how long i can keep going like this haha
November 3, 2025 at 4:11 AM
i don't know how long i can keep going like this haha
replaced my air filter and the air quality here is shit i cant wait to move
October 25, 2025 at 7:04 AM
replaced my air filter and the air quality here is shit i cant wait to move
I just paid for an apt deposit so i must have extra 😂😂😂 right????? Right???
October 22, 2025 at 10:42 AM
I just paid for an apt deposit so i must have extra 😂😂😂 right????? Right???
i dont feel happy no matter how much i save because it never feels enough bc something always happens that ruins it and im just o(-)
October 22, 2025 at 10:34 AM
i dont feel happy no matter how much i save because it never feels enough bc something always happens that ruins it and im just o(-)
i went to taiwan this year and i was crashing out bc they wouldnt leave me alone bc "oh aya is abroad she MUST have money" when everything i save is calculated and meticulously budgeted lol
October 22, 2025 at 10:32 AM
i went to taiwan this year and i was crashing out bc they wouldnt leave me alone bc "oh aya is abroad she MUST have money" when everything i save is calculated and meticulously budgeted lol
I wish I can enjoy the money I make without people constantly asking me for things the moment they see me spend on something for myself and think i might have extra
October 22, 2025 at 10:27 AM
I wish I can enjoy the money I make without people constantly asking me for things the moment they see me spend on something for myself and think i might have extra
i wish i can be excited for my vacations next year without feeling dread knowing that the moment my fam knows i might have extra, suddenly they're gonna be hounding me while im overseas again O(-( it happened in jp in 2024 and when i was in taiwan this jan/feb.....
October 22, 2025 at 10:27 AM
i wish i can be excited for my vacations next year without feeling dread knowing that the moment my fam knows i might have extra, suddenly they're gonna be hounding me while im overseas again O(-( it happened in jp in 2024 and when i was in taiwan this jan/feb.....
I'm doing my best and I know I have no choice, but I genuinely hate how I'm always the one everyone in my family asks for help when it comes to money... Especially if it's for health reasons, they know I can't say no.
October 21, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I'm doing my best and I know I have no choice, but I genuinely hate how I'm always the one everyone in my family asks for help when it comes to money... Especially if it's for health reasons, they know I can't say no.
I finished my bunny merch set in work on my witch merch set next... Maybe a few stickers and more coasters-
October 17, 2025 at 1:58 PM
I finished my bunny merch set in work on my witch merch set next... Maybe a few stickers and more coasters-