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chise
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i yap a lot ⋆⁺₊❅. @itouyas.bsky.social's yap account about things

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you'd think i'd be happy to have paid the bills and have a roof over my head but my mental illness says: what if it all comes crashing down and you lose everything u have to hoard more
December 5, 2025 at 2:23 PM
That ramen is wreckingmy tummy
December 4, 2025 at 9:20 AM
mmm, my auntie is trying to sell my earrings bc she's raising funds to afford uncle's cancer therapy, but I don't need/use earrings... but I'm worried if I just give them 'help' others will start bothering me esp my mom when she knows i have 'extra' zzz
December 2, 2025 at 5:04 AM
Another month another attempt at survival 🥳
November 30, 2025 at 4:14 PM
kitty is sick and has an infection on her ear (yes my mom named her kitty), and I really can't help but.... help. Money will always come back (or I hope it does), but I hate seeing animals suffer.
November 30, 2025 at 4:52 AM
Dreading the realization that I'll be on my period during my move so it'll prolly be hella stressdul 😭😭😭
November 22, 2025 at 4:42 PM
shaking like a wet dog 1 week left before i move omg
November 21, 2025 at 6:12 AM
Me wondering if ill survive next year too or maybe i should just die in january
November 19, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Talked to oomf abt Asher's expenses and a fixed budget will greatly help, thankful they agreed....!
November 17, 2025 at 4:44 PM
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youre asking chatgpt. im asking my discord full of autistic people that i keep in my back pocket. we are not the same.
November 15, 2025 at 5:41 PM
I know she's jealous i have travel plans next year but i work 12 hrs a day and live frugally this year so next year i can have both savings and a vacation.... Money don't come from trees!!! And watching my mom and sis try to force dad to take them on a vacation they cant afford annoys me
November 16, 2025 at 9:09 AM
My sis wants to go to hong kong w fam to heal her inner child bc apparently when we were kids my parents went to hong kong and i kept crying to come with them so they brought me and left my sis behind jdjdjd bruh money dont come from trees
November 16, 2025 at 8:59 AM
what pops off and what doesn't on xitter will forever be a mystery to me
November 12, 2025 at 3:06 AM
me: doesn't receive anything
me: that's fine bc i don't deserve anything
me: receives something
me: crashes out bc idk why people keep helping me but i cant reject bc im not in the position to but also are they okay????
November 11, 2025 at 5:20 AM
I receive so much kindness from others but i never want to be a burden.... i wish i could stop being a burden
November 11, 2025 at 4:54 AM
i don't know how long i can keep going like this haha
November 3, 2025 at 4:11 AM
replaced my air filter and the air quality here is shit i cant wait to move
October 25, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I just paid for an apt deposit so i must have extra 😂😂😂 right????? Right???
October 22, 2025 at 10:42 AM
i dont feel happy no matter how much i save because it never feels enough bc something always happens that ruins it and im just o(-)
October 22, 2025 at 10:34 AM
i went to taiwan this year and i was crashing out bc they wouldnt leave me alone bc "oh aya is abroad she MUST have money" when everything i save is calculated and meticulously budgeted lol
October 22, 2025 at 10:32 AM
I wish I can enjoy the money I make without people constantly asking me for things the moment they see me spend on something for myself and think i might have extra
October 22, 2025 at 10:27 AM
i wish i can be excited for my vacations next year without feeling dread knowing that the moment my fam knows i might have extra, suddenly they're gonna be hounding me while im overseas again O(-( it happened in jp in 2024 and when i was in taiwan this jan/feb.....
October 22, 2025 at 10:27 AM
I'm doing my best and I know I have no choice, but I genuinely hate how I'm always the one everyone in my family asks for help when it comes to money... Especially if it's for health reasons, they know I can't say no.
October 21, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I finished my bunny merch set in work on my witch merch set next... Maybe a few stickers and more coasters-
October 17, 2025 at 1:58 PM
i wanna die
October 12, 2025 at 12:24 PM