@apocryphallus.bsky.social
/// their vision of who counts
continues to narrow ///
"the ones who stay and fight"
a response to
"the dispossessed"
/// gloom in retreat and
exhaustion, time for second
guessing //
continues to narrow ///
"the ones who stay and fight"
a response to
"the dispossessed"
/// gloom in retreat and
exhaustion, time for second
guessing //
February 17, 2026 at 8:25 PM
/// their vision of who counts
continues to narrow ///
"the ones who stay and fight"
a response to
"the dispossessed"
/// gloom in retreat and
exhaustion, time for second
guessing //
continues to narrow ///
"the ones who stay and fight"
a response to
"the dispossessed"
/// gloom in retreat and
exhaustion, time for second
guessing //
makes me feel like there will be something for someone
to read and understand.
to read and understand.
February 16, 2026 at 4:54 AM
makes me feel like there will be something for someone
to read and understand.
to read and understand.
but also: belief in the absence of proof/feeling is faith
it is faith even when you don't feel it for certain, and maybe certainty over such things is only for crazy people.
i mean to be undecided on whether or not i was talking to god probably tells me all i need to know about where i'm at.
fuck
it is faith even when you don't feel it for certain, and maybe certainty over such things is only for crazy people.
i mean to be undecided on whether or not i was talking to god probably tells me all i need to know about where i'm at.
fuck
February 16, 2026 at 4:51 AM
but also: belief in the absence of proof/feeling is faith
it is faith even when you don't feel it for certain, and maybe certainty over such things is only for crazy people.
i mean to be undecided on whether or not i was talking to god probably tells me all i need to know about where i'm at.
fuck
it is faith even when you don't feel it for certain, and maybe certainty over such things is only for crazy people.
i mean to be undecided on whether or not i was talking to god probably tells me all i need to know about where i'm at.
fuck
the voices missing in the conversation are/were yours as well, just fucked up weird versions of you. impromtu versions of you.
idk. very un-lyrical feeling, these meds. they are not poetry
idk. very un-lyrical feeling, these meds. they are not poetry
February 16, 2026 at 4:38 AM
the voices missing in the conversation are/were yours as well, just fucked up weird versions of you. impromtu versions of you.
idk. very un-lyrical feeling, these meds. they are not poetry
idk. very un-lyrical feeling, these meds. they are not poetry
literally freaked out by how quiet it feels in my head
it's somewhat shocking to say something aloud and realize i'm expecting a response from someone that is also me
fucking wierd
it's somewhat shocking to say something aloud and realize i'm expecting a response from someone that is also me
fucking wierd
February 16, 2026 at 4:35 AM
literally freaked out by how quiet it feels in my head
it's somewhat shocking to say something aloud and realize i'm expecting a response from someone that is also me
fucking wierd
it's somewhat shocking to say something aloud and realize i'm expecting a response from someone that is also me
fucking wierd
it looks easy. it looks almost made to go down in a way.
it is not.
it is not.
February 12, 2026 at 10:20 PM
it looks easy. it looks almost made to go down in a way.
it is not.
it is not.
what freaks me out about suicide is that it's usually instictive and a decision made in the moment, which means you cannot really predict it.
but when you've struggled with chronic suicidality before, you know what reaching a level of stress that puts you in danger of that feels like.
but when you've struggled with chronic suicidality before, you know what reaching a level of stress that puts you in danger of that feels like.
February 12, 2026 at 10:16 PM
what freaks me out about suicide is that it's usually instictive and a decision made in the moment, which means you cannot really predict it.
but when you've struggled with chronic suicidality before, you know what reaching a level of stress that puts you in danger of that feels like.
but when you've struggled with chronic suicidality before, you know what reaching a level of stress that puts you in danger of that feels like.
we all know nights that feel like a quiet river that has been louder before
February 12, 2026 at 10:13 PM
we all know nights that feel like a quiet river that has been louder before
whoops not catholic, he's episcopalian
but tbh all western churches needa learn how to do this better.
and so do all ppl with white privilege. god knows i'm still learning this.
but tbh all western churches needa learn how to do this better.
and so do all ppl with white privilege. god knows i'm still learning this.
February 11, 2026 at 9:08 PM
whoops not catholic, he's episcopalian
but tbh all western churches needa learn how to do this better.
and so do all ppl with white privilege. god knows i'm still learning this.
but tbh all western churches needa learn how to do this better.
and so do all ppl with white privilege. god knows i'm still learning this.
"At what point do we quit saying words and let our bodies become the statement, the action?"
He speaks of the Catholic need to learn to better "stand alongisde" oppressed/persecuted communities instead of "standing for or speaking on behalf of" them.
He speaks of the Catholic need to learn to better "stand alongisde" oppressed/persecuted communities instead of "standing for or speaking on behalf of" them.
February 11, 2026 at 9:06 PM
"At what point do we quit saying words and let our bodies become the statement, the action?"
He speaks of the Catholic need to learn to better "stand alongisde" oppressed/persecuted communities instead of "standing for or speaking on behalf of" them.
He speaks of the Catholic need to learn to better "stand alongisde" oppressed/persecuted communities instead of "standing for or speaking on behalf of" them.
(responding the GOP / far-right politicians and pundits blasting him for his activism and sermons and speeches on BLM and abolish ice movement / ICE resistance.
good interview)
good interview)
February 11, 2026 at 9:06 PM
(responding the GOP / far-right politicians and pundits blasting him for his activism and sermons and speeches on BLM and abolish ice movement / ICE resistance.
good interview)
good interview)
it saddens me no one is writing this
it saddens me i can't. maybe if it was addison rae doing this, i would be able to write this story.
but without a pop girl i want to be, i have little storytelling ability.
it saddens me i can't. maybe if it was addison rae doing this, i would be able to write this story.
but without a pop girl i want to be, i have little storytelling ability.
February 5, 2026 at 10:13 AM
it saddens me no one is writing this
it saddens me i can't. maybe if it was addison rae doing this, i would be able to write this story.
but without a pop girl i want to be, i have little storytelling ability.
it saddens me i can't. maybe if it was addison rae doing this, i would be able to write this story.
but without a pop girl i want to be, i have little storytelling ability.