It's a double feature, the day before my birthday! Not only that, but it's my first longform video, too!

I randomly decided to record myself fighting an Arkveld in MHWilds, and then set it to Journey's "Separate Ways" because why not?
youtu.be/6W9o4gp7bTk

Me: Man, I'm having a hard time getting to sleep. My brain just won't stop, it's like I have too much energy to relax.

Friend: I know! Hard to believe tomorrow is already Christmas, huh?

Me: ...

Friend: ...

Me: ... Tomorrow's Christmas?

It's just one of those days.

You know the kind; when you don't wanna wake up, everything is fucked, everybody sucks, and you don't really know why, but you wanna justify ripping someone's head off.

And that's fine. Take some time to yourself. You've earned a mental health day. Enjoy it. 💜

vent post
youtube.com/shorts/v3WNW...

As of today, I am no longer associated with my (former) musical partner Maou.

Without doxxing her, I learned that she is involved with some particular bad actors, and thus I cannot continue supporting her.

"Tonight We Dance" will remain on YouTube, but it will stay unlisted for the time being.

Anyone else think midnight is the perfect time (full stop, continue) to practice your swordplay skills?

Side note: I am now taking a break before doing a second half hour of swordsmanship practice, because I went ham these past 30 minutes... Lol

New YT Short time~

Nothing special to say about it, tbh... Just a simple short while I focus on other stuff behind the scenes aside from Shorts... uwu

(Don't mind that I forgot to post this at 10 when it went live...)

youtube.com/shorts/zalUj...

Only top 2%? I was aiming for number 1... Lol

No weekly short this Wednesday because I've been feeling unwell (both due to sickness and depression) and just couldn't be bothered to work on one for today...

In other news, did you know I'm making music with my friend Maou-chan? Give our debut single a listen! ^w^
youtu.be/H-HBjh6O8RA

im tired

heres a meme i stole

Currently out for an interview. I'm sick, I'm freezing my butt off outside because they won't let me wait inside for some reason, and honestly? Kinda wanna go autodefenestrate from a 20-story window. :)

Super low effort Short this week because I'm feeling very under the weather.

I might also lower the frequency at which I post new Shorts, because I feel like I don't have the time to work on quality posts, but I'm also gonna start promoing here on BlueSky, so... lol

youtube.com/shorts/wOo7x...

Therapist: Rineezer isn't real, it can't hurt you.

Rineezer: