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mallow ♡ 🇵🇸 health hiatus @antidxte.posts.love · Sep 30
☁️ Diary of a Daydreamer ☁️

♡ Preface: ♡
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♡ Table of Contents: ♡
•🪽books, poetry, and a writer’s tears
•🪽fashion & jewelry
•🪽cozy gaming and crafts
•🪽anime & manga (see AniList)
•🪽chronic illness
•🪽nostalgia
•🪽self-care and all things soft & cozy

♡ / ↻ appreciated
#promosky
A panel from the manga series “The Fragrant Flower Blooms with Dignity” in which Kaoruko Waguri smiles happily while wearing wired earphones and hugging a teddy, exclaiming, “Thanks so much for today!” Not my art, credits to Saka Mikami, the creator of the manga.
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໒っ˕ -｡১ sleepy hours ♡
A photo of a Korilakkuma plushie tucked into pink bedding, edited to be have a doodle of a pink night cap on its head with yellow stars and a white trim, as well as a blue bubble and blue “z’s” drawn coming away from it, indicating the white bear plush is asleep; not my image or edit, acquired via Pinterest
November 19, 2025 at 8:56 AM
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♡ can’t hide doe eyes and an inexplicable urge to dash into traffic
An image of a text message being received reading “You remind me of a deer” with a translucent, close-up photo of a small deer amidst folliage layered on top; not my image or edit, acquired via Pinterest,
November 18, 2025 at 11:51 PM
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“it’s not that deep” people are ruining the world cuz it’s almost always that deep
November 17, 2025 at 9:19 PM
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It's done! 🥰❤️
3 roses in a bag
November 6, 2025 at 10:27 AM
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♡ big dreams of the small things
A photo of a brown cow plushie laying against a plain white background, accompanied by text reading “i just wanna be happy and silly and love people”
November 6, 2025 at 10:29 PM
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I’m so tired… how relieving it would be to be seen, to be reassured without having to teach someone step by step, how to comfort you? ♡
November 6, 2025 at 10:26 PM
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got palestinian food with my friend and the takeout bag is so cute
November 2, 2025 at 1:12 AM
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boobugz.bsky.social
isn't it crazy how someone can go from being like ur keystone and then one day u realize you've gone months without thinking about them
October 29, 2025 at 10:38 PM
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♡ my styling for the dress-up theme “Pinkhaze Phantom” on Life Makeover 🌷
Mallow’s styling of a woman avatar on Life Makeover, in which she is wearing a pink floral dress and a mix of matching and accent accessories Mallow’s styling of a woman avatar on Life Makeover, in which she is wearing a pink floral dress and a mix of matching and accent accessories; in this half-body shot, her blue eyes and white bunny companion held in one hand are more visible Mallow’s styling of a woman avatar on Life Makeover, in which she is wearing a pink floral dress and a mix of matching and accent accessories; in this upper body shot, her blue eyes and small white bunny companion held in one hand are more clearly visible
October 29, 2025 at 2:38 AM
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agedginger.bsky.social
a lady of my stature (very sleepy, most tired of all) should not be made to awake in the early hours, it is against nature
October 28, 2025 at 1:10 AM
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🔍 4 books to get to know me ♡
A photo of a book cover for “Piranesi” by Susanna Clarke; the book is described as having a mix of mystery, fantasy, and magical realism A photo of a book cover for “The Tainted Cup” by Robert Jackson Bennett; the book is described as fantasy murder mystery A photo of a book cover for “If We Were Villains” by M.L. Rio; the book is described as being a dark academia novel that is a mix of a mystery and a literary thriller A photo of a book cover for “The Poems of Emily Dickinson: Reading Edition,” edited by R.W. Franklin; this book of poetry contains over 1,700 pieces of Dickinson’s work
October 27, 2025 at 11:44 PM
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🧸 thinking about teddy bear plates and how cozy they look, all tucked in ♡
A photo of a pink plate decorated with a brown teddy bear sleeping on a white pillow, seemingly tucked in to a large blanket with its arms resting atop of it; not my plate or photo, acquired from the Cry Baby website, credits to the makers of the item and the Cry Baby website A photo of a three plates, each decorated with a brown teddy bear sleeping on a pillow, seemingly tucked in to a large blanket with its arms resting atop of it; the leftmost plate is blue, the middle is white, and the rightmost plate is pink; not my plates or photo, acquired from the Cry Baby website, credits to the makers of the item and the Cry Baby website A photo of a white plate decorated with a brown teddy bear sleeping on a pink pillow, seemingly tucked in to a large blanket with its arms resting atop of it; the plate has cookies resting on it and is placed next to a bottle of milk on a counter next to a stove; not my plate or photo, acquired from the Cry Baby website, credits to the makers of the item and the Cry Baby website
October 25, 2025 at 8:03 PM
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☆ feeling sick to my stomach after being spoken to so harshly again
An image of a deer with text edited atop reading “how sensitive people look at you when you speak in a different tone out of nowhere” ; not my photo or edit, likely acquired via Pinterest
October 22, 2025 at 12:48 AM
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🪽 My latest Life Makeover outfit— love a good angelic styling ♡
An angelic outfit Mallow made on a game called “Life Makeover,” in which her blonde character is wearing a white-and-gold intricate ensemble, complete with a golden bow-and-arrow in hand and large white wings on her back
October 18, 2025 at 8:37 PM
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🌙 My cozy book review for “Welcome to the Hyunam-Dong Bookshop” by Hwang Bo-Reum (translated by Shanna Tan) ♡
A book review written by Mallow, placed against a Cinnamoroll-themed backdrop (credits to Sanrio for his character) and accompanied by a photo of the book cover, that reads as follows: “Over our life span, the right answer will keep changing” (Bo-Reum 21). “Welcome to Hyunam-Dong Bookshop,” written by Hwang Bo-Reum and translated from Korean by Shanna Tan, is a contemplative slice-of-life story about people’s stories intertwining, ending, and beginning again. It follows Yeongju, the woman who sheds her past life to pursue her dream of owning a bookshop, and the people she meets along the way: among them, a man whose carefully-constructed academic life didn’t lead him to the career path he planned; a woman whose hard work was only rewarded with the same carrot being dangled further and further ahead of her; and a business owner whose marriage grew to resemble unfortunate tales she heard when she was young. As everyone stumbles along, friendships blossom, habits form and falter, and the bookshop becomes the backdrop for a variety of lived storylines. Despite the frequent philosophical musings held within, the writing style of this book is simple, making it accessible for a wider audience. Overall, it's a good read for reminding yourself that it’s okay to slow down, change your mind, and live differently than others in a society that often pressures you to work more and change less to keep others happy. (Beneath the book review, Mallow includes a few stats, including the book’s page length of about 307 pages, her reading the book as an eBook from the library via the Libby app, and it being her 35th read this year)
October 17, 2025 at 9:05 PM
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♡ time to be cozy~ ♡
An image of Cinnamoroll, a white puppy Sanrio character with blue eyes and long ears, wrapped up in a black-white-and-grey checkered scarf with his eyes closed; not my character or image, acquired via Pinterest, credits to Sanrio for Cinnamoroll’s art and character
October 17, 2025 at 7:16 PM
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i’m a simple gal — i see a post from my mooties, i leave a little like
October 4, 2025 at 1:34 AM
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i’m too scared to dm any of you and can’t sustain conversations but just know i think you’re all really cool and wanna be friends
October 14, 2025 at 11:47 PM
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the butterfly zip canvas bag. dyed pink with a pink zipper and a cybersigil style butterfly on a crumpled paper with glitter stars background.
October 14, 2025 at 12:35 AM
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The voice of Gaza. He was continually banned from social media and the evil occupation continued to target him and spew propaganda about him so they can murder him. Yet his voice still reached the world. Glory be to our martyrs.
October 12, 2025 at 5:51 PM
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jwebbthethird.bsky.social
people defending ai like it’s a necessity in their life will never not be disappointing to me you’re actively making yourself dependent on a computer to form thoughts for you
October 9, 2025 at 6:23 PM
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☆ waiting for better days, where rest won’t feel like a waste and joy won’t taste like bitter guilt
A yellow-and-blue art piece, credited to @/icepuppers via signature, featuring three depictions of flowers with less-than-happy facial expressions, bending their stems into various poses, and accompanying text reading “I don’t have the energy right now” in the top right and “but that doesn’t mean I never will” in the bottom left; not my image or my art, credits to @/icepuppers on IG, now moved to @/ifeelsafeherewithyou on IG I believe
October 6, 2025 at 8:16 AM
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i may be sensitive but you're mean and that's worse
October 5, 2025 at 12:35 AM
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𐐪♡𐑂 my new gothic-inspired wardrobe on Hello Kitty Island Adventure, thanks to my first spooky celebration event 🖤
A collage of 4 outfits Mallow made for her sheep character on Hello Kitty Island Adventure; in the top left, she has a black-and-blush-pink dress with matching head bows on either side of her head; in the top right, she has a grey-and-pink dress with a small matching top hat on her head; in the bottom left, she has a black-and-purple dress with matching head bows on either side of her head; in the bottom right, she has a black-and-grey dress and a black-and-red bat hair-clip on her head; most elements of these outfitd were acquired during the spooky event in October 2025; credits to Sanrio and the makers of Hello Kitty Island Adventure for the character and art, credits to Mallow for coordinating the outfits on her lamb avatar and making this collage
October 4, 2025 at 2:37 PM
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໒っ˕ -｡১ (with every intention of going to back to sleep) good morning ♡
A photo of 5 small bunny plushies with closed-eye expressions resting inside a soft blanket, as if tucked into bed to sleep; not my image or bunnies, acquired via Pinterest
October 4, 2025 at 2:23 PM