koyuki
@antichlorobenzene.bsky.social
eu falo em português and english sometimes
haha bilíngue ela
⚠️ please don't care about blocks or unf i am just a me
haha bilíngue ela
⚠️ please don't care about blocks or unf i am just a me
but i rlly needed to scream this into the void because idk anything anymore i just feel worthless and not enough
November 4, 2025 at 7:56 AM
but i rlly needed to scream this into the void because idk anything anymore i just feel worthless and not enough
anyways those two will be deleted because they're too straight forward
November 4, 2025 at 7:55 AM
anyways those two will be deleted because they're too straight forward
feeling really really bad today something is empty or unfulfilled
November 3, 2025 at 7:33 PM
feeling really really bad today something is empty or unfulfilled
like life is so bad rn that sometimes i wish i was back at the psych ward, at least there i wouldn't have to worry about anything only being treated kinda bad
October 31, 2025 at 4:10 PM
like life is so bad rn that sometimes i wish i was back at the psych ward, at least there i wouldn't have to worry about anything only being treated kinda bad
idk i feel like everything is worthless? i am very depressed those days
some days ago i sat on my windows with my legs out and one more push i would just drop and... i don't like saying this but imagining it felt peaceful, watching the night lights and everything
some days ago i sat on my windows with my legs out and one more push i would just drop and... i don't like saying this but imagining it felt peaceful, watching the night lights and everything
October 31, 2025 at 4:09 PM
idk i feel like everything is worthless? i am very depressed those days
some days ago i sat on my windows with my legs out and one more push i would just drop and... i don't like saying this but imagining it felt peaceful, watching the night lights and everything
some days ago i sat on my windows with my legs out and one more push i would just drop and... i don't like saying this but imagining it felt peaceful, watching the night lights and everything
i am too fucking nice for this world
October 27, 2025 at 3:43 AM
i am too fucking nice for this world
it really bothers me how most trans ppl can't respect a relationship or commitment at all, i know it is like a mix of feeling unwanted, alone, trauma blabla minority but like.. at least try to break the cycle and if you don't want to don't commit to something you know you won't be able to maintain
October 27, 2025 at 3:42 AM
it really bothers me how most trans ppl can't respect a relationship or commitment at all, i know it is like a mix of feeling unwanted, alone, trauma blabla minority but like.. at least try to break the cycle and if you don't want to don't commit to something you know you won't be able to maintain
relatable
idk what happens with me that i just stop being able to ignore things that bothers me and break... and like people say i should talk them out as if i had not tried already and they never change, they never never ever change, there is just blame shifting and bleh
October 27, 2025 at 3:10 AM
relatable
Reposted by koyuki
idk what happens with me that i just stop being able to ignore things that bothers me and break... and like people say i should talk them out as if i had not tried already and they never change, they never never ever change, there is just blame shifting and bleh
July 29, 2025 at 3:16 PM
idk what happens with me that i just stop being able to ignore things that bothers me and break... and like people say i should talk them out as if i had not tried already and they never change, they never never ever change, there is just blame shifting and bleh
a giu comeback is in the works and she is better, confident and potential womancore
October 27, 2025 at 3:09 AM
a giu comeback is in the works and she is better, confident and potential womancore
my injection bled so much today
August 24, 2025 at 12:43 AM
my injection bled so much today
idk what happens with me that i just stop being able to ignore things that bothers me and break... and like people say i should talk them out as if i had not tried already and they never change, they never never ever change, there is just blame shifting and bleh
July 29, 2025 at 3:16 PM
idk what happens with me that i just stop being able to ignore things that bothers me and break... and like people say i should talk them out as if i had not tried already and they never change, they never never ever change, there is just blame shifting and bleh
even more because this time i feel like i got things to lose
July 28, 2025 at 11:47 PM
even more because this time i feel like i got things to lose
it is scary, it is so so so scary
July 28, 2025 at 11:46 PM
it is scary, it is so so so scary
i cried a lot this morning and at night after a nap
i feel like everything is falling apart and that this time i will not be able to hold up
i feel like everything is falling apart and that this time i will not be able to hold up
July 28, 2025 at 11:46 PM
i cried a lot this morning and at night after a nap
i feel like everything is falling apart and that this time i will not be able to hold up
i feel like everything is falling apart and that this time i will not be able to hold up
i miss the outside world a lot yet i know i am and i will be the one ti blame about not going out there often
July 27, 2025 at 11:50 AM
i miss the outside world a lot yet i know i am and i will be the one ti blame about not going out there often
even being good for other people on my life you know, makes me think i am better like this numbed down
July 21, 2025 at 6:20 PM
even being good for other people on my life you know, makes me think i am better like this numbed down
like i know this is probably not the best way to go about things but ignoring everything, literally, and just numbing myself
i am managing my chores, playing things and even trying to get work bleh
i am managing my chores, playing things and even trying to get work bleh
July 21, 2025 at 6:19 PM
like i know this is probably not the best way to go about things but ignoring everything, literally, and just numbing myself
i am managing my chores, playing things and even trying to get work bleh
i am managing my chores, playing things and even trying to get work bleh
i wonder if i will ever be enough
July 9, 2025 at 8:44 PM
i wonder if i will ever be enough
but i prefer to let ppl use me and step on me and use me as a bridge or a thingue to cross a very dirty lake than to let off and let them fall anywaysdo like i alwyss bring this stuff to myself
July 9, 2025 at 8:44 PM
but i prefer to let ppl use me and step on me and use me as a bridge or a thingue to cross a very dirty lake than to let off and let them fall anywaysdo like i alwyss bring this stuff to myself
and i always wish those were brsinworms but i am always again and again and again proved wrong
July 9, 2025 at 8:43 PM
and i always wish those were brsinworms but i am always again and again and again proved wrong
not only that but stupid
July 9, 2025 at 8:42 PM
not only that but stupid
hell i am so replaceable i can't
July 9, 2025 at 8:42 PM
hell i am so replaceable i can't