Null/Anko 🏳️‍🌈 🦡
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ankogladgerbadger.bsky.social
Null/Anko 🏳️‍🌈 🦡
@ankogladgerbadger.bsky.social
28. Male. Stupid Brokenhearted Gay Badger thing. 'artist', VA Hobbiest and video game enthusiast. Official SFW account for my Voice Acting and Art. The Smartest dumb person you know.
NSFW Account: @hornballbadger.bsky.social
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I decided to make a list of everything I want to do by the end of 2026.
-Tell my family and friends I love them once last time.
- Play/Replay every Sonic game that I own and finish them all.
- Have one last voicechat with my french pals
-Experience all of RE and Xenoblade (1/2)
It's new years in France, so...Happy New Year, I guess?
Here's the start of my absolute worst year...can't wait...
I thought I'd start 2026 with the love of my life, but...I'm starting it basically the same as any other year: Loveless and alone. God. It hurts so much...
December 31, 2025 at 11:01 PM
All the fucking work I have done on myself, all the self esteem I gained...You destroyed it all. I lost faith in everything, I lost drive in a future. In myself. So congratulations. You have successfully destroyed someone's life. Completely and thoroughly. I hope you are happy with yourself.
December 31, 2025 at 4:03 PM
But you taught me that even when I do my best to be loving, understanding, patient and honest, when I work on myself for someone else, and for me, it wasn't enough. I thought I was worthless before you. But after you took it all away...now I'm sure of it. I am absolutely worthless.
December 31, 2025 at 4:02 PM
But because you were so intent on letting the one person who would have stayed forever for you when you were so called traumatized because of people abandonning you in your past, you destroyed me on a fundamental level. I'm not going to love anymore. I'm not going to trust anymore. It's unfair.
December 31, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Everything you said about letting things be, about working on myself. It was bullshit. Because you let me take the fall because you were burnt out. You're the one that needed to let things be and to work on yourself. Not me. All of your bullshit excuses, they applied to you.
December 31, 2025 at 4:00 PM
And you threw everything away. You threw our soulful bond away. And for what? For you to fuck around with your friends not even one week after ending things with me? Why did I have to take the fall, to suffer the most for your poor self esteem, for your past?
December 31, 2025 at 3:59 PM
So low in fact, that all of the progress I made, all of the things I accomplished, went away in a single morning. I was ready to put my trust in you, in my future. It was easy to act for our future. For us.
December 31, 2025 at 3:58 PM
You broke my heart. You broke my trust. All of your promises suddenly went away in a single moment. All unfairly, too. Not a second chance. Not even waiting for me to wake up and break up with me while I was asleep. That was low. So fucking low.
December 31, 2025 at 3:57 PM
I had the drive to do everything I was too scared to do before. To leave my father's place and finally live on my own. To start a streamer career. To get better at drawing. I was finally happy. Truly happy. But...On December 10th 2025, you took EVERYTHING away from me.
December 31, 2025 at 3:56 PM
I used to think I was so worthless. But when you showed up, everything changed. I thought that, if someone like you ended up loving me for who I was, then it meant I was good enough. My self esteem skyrocketed and I finally felt like a person. All your promises, your love, your devotion. Everything
December 31, 2025 at 3:54 PM
I can't take it anymore. My life has fallen apart so quickly and so thoroughly this month. And it's all because of one single event. I used to think so little of myself, until I met you. I don't even know if these posts will reach you, but you will know who I'm talking about.
December 31, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Long string of posts incoming, you have been warned
December 31, 2025 at 3:50 PM
I'm the smartest dumb person y'all know, probably :P
December 30, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Me: *saying 2026 is going to be my worst year yet*
2027 right behind the corner:
a doll is wearing a pink hat with white polka dots and the words cope and mald kid .
ALT: a doll is wearing a pink hat with white polka dots and the words cope and mald kid .
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December 28, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Time to put my Clownpiece costume on for 2026...With how much life clowned on me already on December.
December 27, 2025 at 1:13 AM
And with that, I'm gonna declare that 2026 is going to be my worst fucking year of all time. Thanks to a certain drag queen wolf.
December 27, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Me on January 2025: I can feel it, 2025 is going to be my year.
Me on June 2025: Hell yeah, I told you it was gonna be my year! Nothing can go wrong now for the rest of the year!
The Universe on December 2025: Lol.

I fucking jinxed it didn't I.
December 27, 2025 at 1:08 AM
Ho boy, it's Christmas and what Santa gave to me is a life destroying breakup and a goddamn sore throat
Yaaaaaay....
December 25, 2025 at 12:54 AM
Here is a very basic, very approprietely dull ref of the soft reboot of my fursona. Anko died officially after 9 years of use. The culprit is a wolf that got off scott-free. He took everything away from him. His smile, his sunshine, his optimism, his silly goober energy, everything. He is now a husk
December 24, 2025 at 4:27 PM
A sneak peek into my next 'soft reboot' for my Fursona. To symbolize how much I've changed because of a certain person...
December 24, 2025 at 1:25 PM
Might I add that he fucking dumped me like two weeks before Christmas? Which hurts even mORE. My christmas gift this year is getting dumped by the man I loved even as I worked on myself, and got better. What the fuck. WHAT. THE. FUCK.
December 23, 2025 at 3:04 PM
"You can do so much better than a loser like me."
"I'm not the right one for you."
Bullshit. Those types of excuses are just bullshit because you are too much of a pussy ass bitch to give it an actual chance so you'd rather save yourself and leave the one you were supposed to care for in the dust.
December 22, 2025 at 9:42 PM
THIS IS A CALL FOR HELP. CAN THE UNIVERSE PLEASE FUCKING GIVE ME A BREAK
CAN I STOP SUFFERING FOR EVEN ONE SECOND
HELP ME
SOMEBODY FUCKING HELP ME
December 21, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Welcome to my broken heart, according to a dying badger.
December 21, 2025 at 5:13 PM