damn I miss cuddling

my bruised and battered and beaten and broken broke ass always talking about "I'll be okay"

lmao I'm delusional af

Tired of being in pain, both physically and emotionally lol

My existence is just taking painkillers and being sad

$9 payout from Patreon how the mighty have fallen

I kinda don’t care anyway cause I do not have the ability to provide a good enough or consistent enough output to make it work

Plus not enough for people like or care about my work anyway, WHICH IS FINE I’m not upset by that it is what it is.

Hate having to eyeball artwork and question if it was made my a person.

Even worse when it’s generated and then gussied up by a person.

One part of me that never dies is the one that craves some sort of conflict. To just start trouble or just watch stuff blow up and burn and sit back and munch popcorn.

I hate it but damn if it doesn't bring me some catharsis.

Except you’re missing the part of Zen’s poor response. Going on a chud rant about “snowflakes” after her chat was like “uhhh we’re not sure about this” was certainly a normal reply 🙃

Like the first thing she did was attack others

My kingdom for private accounts