We finally figured out how to get the kids into gambling - put it on a giant Nintendo DS

Definitely interested!

Master Collection on Switch.

Aaaw, look at the squirmy little baby!

I love the contrast moments - knowing someone hasn't touched the potty in months when they weren't even an ABDL two years ago. Watching someone load their diaper when they would barely even wet them six months ago. Pushing the pacifier past their lips and it makes them visibly happier.

The caregiver swapped the last block, and added another.

HELLO

"Hello! Say hello sweetie!" the caregiver said, holding up the little's mitted hand.

You notice the girl has two pierced lips, in rainbow colors. Just like yours. Must've stung like a bitch.

They're hooked into her pacifier.

Therapy helped.

Eventually I was willing to not be disgusted by who I was. Gradually worked up the dignity to shape myself into somebody that is happy, for the sake of being happy.

And if that means occasionally wearing a diaper for comfort or pleasure? That's fine.

Why wouldn't it be?

This set off a decade of extreme fear around the act of sex. It didn't help that I hated my body, felt inherently unattractive, and was into a very embarrassing kink.

I did what any guy did at that age, and masturbated away the anxiety. Diaper porn was plentiful. I never dared actually touch one.

Fear turned to obsession. Occasionally I'd find an old pull-up that got lost in my room. I'd put it on while blocking the door with my desk.

Didn't really understand why I was doing it, but I was compelled to. Just felt too good not to do.

Then puberty came, and I learned what a "fetish" was.

Angelica in Rugrats wearing a diaper to avoid growing up? A Disney Channel movie where a girl who has to wear a big baby costume? Timmy from Fairly OddParents wishing himself into infancy?

They ignited unignorable symptoms in my behavior. Demands to change the channel. I'd have panic attacks.

That's the entire memory. Just the sensation of being forced into a diaper, knowing I should not be in one. A microscopic moment of history in a developing brain, shaping it for three decades to come.

So any time after that, when I saw a cartoon riffing on the subject - my brain short circuited.

I was being babysat by a family friend, and was recently out of diapers. Something occurred, and I was punished by being put into a diaper. Can't recall specifics. Probably for wetting my pants, but again - these are EARLY memories.