I also feel there’s some other similarity between the two, like chords or melody or something underneath the stylistic differences. I’m not great with musical theory, so it’s difficult to explain.

Perhaps I’m just feeling more self-conscious than usual, due to stress. Everything just feels extremely daunting and imposing right now, and it’s making my depression and anxiety worse. I should probably be on here less often than I have been. Bweh…

Maybe it really isn’t that abnormal, especially at my age and with my temperament and limitations. It’s quite possible that the way people present themselves on social media is a lot more bombastic and intense than the majority of folks actually are. But I do frequently feel like an outsider, still.

Sure, I’d like to get a bit outside my comfort zone sometimes, but I don’t want to go to extremes. I’d like a close circle of people who like to chill, play games, watch movies, talk nerdy, etc. I’ve had enough excitement in my life to last me a lifetime, and now I want to settle down.

I don’t like loud parties. I don’t like throngs of people. I don’t like living life in the fast lane, both literally (I do not like sports cars nor motorbikes irl) and figuratively. I’m obsessive-compulsive, autistic, sensitive, and self-contained. I’m also getting older, with physical disabilities.

came back to my room and she was laying like this, Himeko you’re so brave ;.;

It perfectly encapsulates a big part of how messed up he is, and by extension, the entire country

With all the people I see praise this game, even when taking the ending into consideration, the best-case conclusion I can draw is that very few people ever paid attention during their literature courses, so they have absolutely no clue how to analyze a story. The other option is…not so charitable.