This rant brought to you by my exceptionally high levels of anxiety the last few days and the 2am kpin I just took to try to fall asleep despite my heart pounding in my chest and mind racing

Thanks for coming to my TED Talk about pills and mental illness

Goodnight 😅

Thx American healthcare assuming no one can be prescribed a b3nz0 longterm without becoming dependent on or abusing it. “If you take it so infrequently do you really need it?” Yup, cuz this shit is often the difference between me going to the ER or not when I DO take it.

/end rant

By “extra rough” I mean I’ve taken it 2, MAYBE 3, times in a month or so. Real big dependency concern there, I know 😅

Going on 5 years of having never had to increase the dose or take it more than 2 days in a row yet I live in constant fear of losing it

Fe fi fo fina NIIINA