Sorry they didn’t acknowledge it, but wasn’t it lovely to see such positive representation on mainstream tv!

I only keep it so we can DM!

I love all your alt text, great detail and humour

I think the Micra was available in pink as a factory colour but the 350 wasn’t so that would be a custom paint or wrap. Omg I need to get a life.

The top one is a Nissan 350z or called Fairlady Z in Japan. The bottom one is a Nissan Micra CC. Sorry, car nerd here. I’ll go now.

Thank you Catherine 😊

Hi Emily, I like the song, really nice. Good luck with the job

I’m Nicola she/her trans woman looking for the door to the closet! Here’s me trying to look a bit girly

Is it your birthday today Autumn? Happy birthday if so!

Oh me too! It’s lovely. What’s strange is I’m more likely to glimpse myself when I’m boymode, but when I girlmode I can only see my male face and hate it.

Thanks Emily, I hope so too and I do feel it getting closer. I’m a similar age and have wanted this since my early teens, so I really feel that time is passing

Sigh, have changed back to boymode now at the end of the day.

To be honest, I do want hormones and surgery and I do wear dresses and makeup. I suppose my internalised idea of dysphoria though is that there has to be an existential loathing of the male body and I don’t really feel that. Being male is meh, but not distressing. I could carry on as I am.

Hi Alyssa, I’m Nicky (Nicola) and she/her.
Not out to the world except a close friend, and not yet transitioning but I’m feeling like that is getting closer.
I’m going to be brave and share a pic, this is me stealth girl-moding for video calls working from home today.

I’ve read that refusal to work alongside the private provider is contrary to gmc guidance, not sure if that’s correct. If I ever get to the point of starting transition, maybe I’ll have that fight and find out

And yet for all the angst and difficulties it causes, I wouldn’t change my transness for anything, I love that this is who I am

I’ve thought about that too, but going private really is the only option. I did contact my GP to ask if they would support alongside private and do the blood tests etc and they refused to help in any way.

Morning! Also having coffee outside and it’s a little chilly in the air. Beautiful clear blue sky though.

You look great and I’m totally with you on liking pics of myself neck down but having horrible dysphoria with my face and hair.