I liked chen qingxu but shes gonna have a lifetime of a sex with a man who accidentally says "gu zi xi" in bed, even if he also loves her

imagine waiting until you're 70 to confess 💀

then the other moves on, gets himself a wife and children and few years down the line as they grow old side by side, one of them confesses their old "unrequited" crush, followed by a bunch of jokes about the old days

like do you know how much time it took me to even consider touching a book that wasn't sha po lang? it's insane, i can't imagine instantly going into another book after such a life changing read

THIS.

if only one of them wasn't such a coward maybe they'd get somewhere

gu yun confessing first >>>>>>

of course, shen yi thinks "he's drunk, he doesn't know what he's saying" but the truth is gu yun partially remembers and chooses to not mention it and so does shen yi. because what would they even say? heart to hearts about feelings are hard man

and every time he tries to say something nice he has to make it sound a little less nice because he can't have shen yi getting used to it 😂

to be fair that's very in character for chang geng because book 1 chang geng has seen it all with gu yun

shen yi's back curved above the bed, with his thighs squeezing gu yun's head from the pleasure. i need him gripping the freaking sheets 😞

do you know who would love to go down on him just to play with that clit piercing? gu yun. because he knows shen yi is the loudest when he gets eaten out