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…And Die of Pleasure
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My lyric/“maybe also music in the future if I get around to it”/random uncensored thoughts account. Don’t expect things to be posted here very often.

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Slide down close beside me in the silence of a heartbeat
October 13, 2025 at 1:50 AM
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“Sunset”. A bit of an older one I found tucked away, that I never got around to posting. I think I used bits and pieces of it for other writings (“Crystal eyes” being a reoccurring theme), especially from that period since most writings had a similar theme and subject. But ye here’s the full thing:
Your crystal eyes shine in the sky And burns my fears apart Your threads of red around me spread And warm my aching heart Here let me lie and stay goodbyes And bask here in your light I'd like to stay before the day We have to say goodnight In your scarlet fashion You race across the dawn In this fleeting passion Once here and then it's gone I hold not to regrets As we fade into black Can't expect a sunset To admire you back The image of you up above Illuminates my dreams You went away, but love remains And in this darkness gleams I know I'm not still in your thoughts Our day had found its end But here I'll stay, until the day I see vou once adain
October 6, 2025 at 6:21 AM
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God forbid two friends are really close and wrestle sometimes, def nothing else going on there
Two friends, one is laying on the floor, and the other is sitting on top of them. It’s definitely normal, don’t ask questions
October 5, 2025 at 8:05 PM
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bran @slugopolis • Follow the problem with puppy play is she gets to be the dog and im supposed to, what, fuck the dog?
October 5, 2025 at 7:41 PM
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Words Left Unsaid
A silent room An empty voice Shadows assume And make our choice A distant call A great expanse However small This fleeting chance I can hear you calling me Your iridescent light Sneaking back in memory Like a renegade in the night Memories of yesterdays All blur the road ahead As I wait for you to phrase The words you left unsaid In azure eyes You see my heart You realize That from the start A soul is yours A heart entranced And longing for Just one more chance Can you hear me call your name? And can you see my light? I can't tell when I became Just your renegade in the night Darkened skies turn into days And drenches hearts in red Please just wait for me to phrase The words I left unsaid In crystal eyes We share our thoughts We realize In what we're caught Forever this Obscured romance A final kiss Without a chance Can these words still fall on ears? Or shadows dwell in light? Doomed to live all of our fears As just renegades in the night Twilight ends our final days Illuminates the dread Never get the chance to phrase The words we left unsaid
October 1, 2025 at 10:27 PM
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Feeling so lost An unresolved chord Sustained in frost These unspoken words All of my dreams Laid out before me But now it seems They will never be Bridge the chasm Reach out for my hand Has the time come, Would it go as planned? Thought I felt more I thought it so right Fell to the floor When day turned to night In silent days And empty hours Will this hope stay, Or die like flowers?
October 1, 2025 at 5:25 AM
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Ghost
Another night locked in my mind Alone with the image of you Comfort in what I always find Clearer visions of what's untrue The amber light above my bed Hangs higher than what I can take Aloft on words we left unsaid And promises we'll never make A faceless beauty in my eyes A tale of who we might have been I see your shape in darkened skies And know the rain will soon begin Your name in whispers in the dark Your face it glows in flashing light Across the sky we see our spark Illuminates my empty night A fading face, a fleeting kiss The fake sensation of our lips A love that never could exist The scene we played without a script The ghost of you that haunts me still The Spector of my heartbeat's call The Dream we never will fulfill Back to the place I always crawl
September 26, 2025 at 6:47 AM
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If I could have just one more day To call you mine, to hear you say Those words you'd whisper in my ear To hold you tight, to have you here If I could feel you in my arms Your gentle breath, our heartbeats calm, To lay a kiss upon your lips Before our moment starts to slip Your silent words they deafen me And tears fall from my eyes Your beacon calls beyond the sea To end our final night I try and try to hold you here To steal one final glance As memories all disappear Of our untimely danse
September 23, 2025 at 3:40 AM
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@foolishthingdesire.bsky.social for you 🖤
In times of doubt, and endless tears Your beacon lights my path back home But when you're trapped in ceaseless fears, The darkness makes you feel alone And when you lose your grip on space, Your sun falls through the stormy skies The earth beneath you there awaits To hold you in these lonely times Your shine so bright I'm mystified You warm my heart and give me flight But every tear you start to cry Hides scarlet beauty from your sight The waters rise and touch your sky And temper flames of crimson light Light of my life, you'll never die Just rest here in my arms tonight Through times unknown, your fire burns Though dimmed by all the pain you've felt And all the lessons forced to learn And all the pain your heart's been dealt I offer you a place to rest Right here upon the face of earth Until your flame from darkness wrests And leads to your shining rebirth Beneath the dirt, a fire roars, And shines along your sacred flame These two hearts linked forevermore Entangled so our fate's the same When one flame dims, the other tries To offer warmth, to keep alight So both may live and shine so bright So twin flames make it through the night
September 18, 2025 at 9:20 PM
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In my mind you're everything I could want and more A gentle breeze in early spring A need I can't ignore Stuck in solar gravity Forever in your space You shine so bright it's blinding me So l can't see your face Long to bask here in your light But shadows cling to skin The surface shines with certainty But murkiness within Through twilit eyes I see you The sunset on your lips The story of you in my mind Uncertainties eclipse In my heart i toss and turn And wonder where we are Our tree of life begins to burn; Leaves fall like shooting stars Momentary clarity In darkness once adored I see our cold serenity; This evanescent chord
September 12, 2025 at 8:07 AM
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Disassociation
Tie your rope around my throat And drag me down to where you float Better yours in blood stained sheets Than in another verse once wrote One last sigh before it's time To dive beneath this somber brine Longing for the sweet release Of two hearts lying intertwined Come in close Heart beats fail to keep our thoughts enclosed Lie awake Dream a way to spare one more mistake Slave to this sensation Disassociation Numb my heart With your intoxication
September 6, 2025 at 3:43 AM
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Part two
An empty place between my arms Where your heart used to be A blank embrace to bind my soul And in your chains be free My fire burns for your return I feel your skin grow cold We reach in through this blinding shade To change what we foretold Bridge this chasm Meet me on that darkened shore I cannot fathom Waiting here forevermore Please don't say a word; Let your silent echos fill this room Taking one last breathe To catch the fleeting scent of your perfume In shadows cast from moonlight past A moment we suspend In light obscured and pain endured To reach you in the end
September 5, 2025 at 8:25 AM
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An empty sky hangs over us The stars fall from my eyes A sea of empty promises Reflecting cloudy skies As waters rise and muffle cries I reach for you again And slip my fingers through the earth To try and grasp at sand Bridge this chasm Meet me on that darkened shore I cannot fathom Waiting here forevermore Please don't say a word; Let your silent echos fill this room Taking one last breathe To catch the fleeting scent of your perfume
September 4, 2025 at 9:25 AM
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More of a poem than lyrics, but yeah
Sometimes l'd like to disappear Turn to dust and drift on the breeze Find myself at some distant pier And simply float above the seas Fly as nothing for all of time My heart could never ask for more Save for the one dream so sublime To meet you on some distant shore Yet to this fate I am resigned My heart begins to disappear In nothingness I am confined Maybe someday you'll find me here Reach to me through the shattered sky And pull me from this dark embrace Don't let this be our last goodbye Don't let our hearts' bond be erased Until that day when splintered dreams And fractured love can be reborn I'll float here over empty seas A scattered heart, from body torn In inky black I fall once more And feel my light start to expire I cannot bear it anymore And descend into deepest mire A distant light, a distant shore Call out to me in darkest night And reach out through the darkest door And fill my empty space with light My eyes begin to see again And settle on your shining face Shards of my heart begin to mend If our connection we retrace I close my eyes and hope once more You hear my heart call through the night You can't ignore it anymore Decide our fate is what we write In far off dreams, and far off seas I wait for when you reach for me
April 6, 2025 at 6:37 AM
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At her behest, this is for @foolishthingdesire.bsky.social
April 4, 2025 at 12:08 AM
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It’s not done yet, but it’s called Storm
Flash your words across the sky A moment passed, and so did I Flash your words into my heart We said we'd last, but fell apart Between the sounds of shattered dreams A woven thread, torn at the seams Between the pages of our life A promise said, cut by my knife Words fell flat, left us in silence Deafened by stillness, I long for your thunder Keep us intact, give me your guidance I beg your forgiveness, Tear me asunder Your storm passes me over me, And ceases to rain But clouds still surround me, Alone in this grey
April 3, 2025 at 5:05 AM
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Progesterone is a cool addition to my HRT regiment, and while I am happy to be back on it for the first time in over a year, sometimes I do wish I could scale back the horniness it causes. Literally woke up this morning and caught myself grinding a pillow in my sleep 😐
April 2, 2025 at 2:29 PM
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I am genuinely irritated rn, pacing my kitchen. I need to beat tf out of someone
April 2, 2025 at 12:52 AM
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And with this we reach my 100th post 😌
liv @downBaddie wtf is hookup culture ?? let me be ur muse and the sole reason u have the burning desire to create something or literally move @endlessandnameless
March 31, 2025 at 12:02 AM
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😌
“What if we held hands” Shows two hands crossed, held down on the wrists by another hand
March 30, 2025 at 11:26 PM
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Im hungry, and would very much would like a neck to bite
March 30, 2025 at 4:39 PM
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Starlight Eyes
Shed your doubts and lie with me In velvet we embrace Turn your eyes and look at me My hands caress your face The world around us fades away Into shades of white Swear you'll never go away Stay right here tonight Your starlight eyes Burn in the sky And shine on through dark space I long to feel For something real And yearn for your embrace With skin on skin And cheeky grins Feel your heart beat next to me Ilong to feel And to reveal Love where we can both be free Shed your shroud and lie with me Our velvet on bare flesh Can't turn my eyes away from you Your body I caress Lips on lips we kiss once more And white fills in with red We cannot bear it anymore Indulge what we have bled Your starlight eyes Hand on your thighs Bodies lying intertwined I long to feel Your soul revealed Leave everything else behind I taste your skin And feel within Your pulse begin to quicken Savor the taste Of our embrace Become my new religion
March 30, 2025 at 3:12 PM
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This one is called Marigold
Lost alone in parts unknown Shadows fall around me Locked in grey and so I stay Here among the maple trees Ground stained red, from love we've shed Memories of what could have been Among the leaves, my heart it grieves And raindrops fall upon my skin As darkness falls, and death she calls Me into one last cold embrace My eyes implore, to see once more To look upon my lover's face This crimson bed beneath me Begins to give away And though my eyes betray me I heard a soft voice say To rise up from my sorrow Come in from the cold And beckons me to follow This trail of marigolds I rise once more from heartaches floor And feel the forest under me The flowers grow through leaves below A trail of gold through blood red seas A yellow road, a path is shown Show me through the darkest end And so I find, my savior guide The sun it lies beyond the bend Through the night, I see your light And run to meet your warm embrace Our hearts we blend, my dearest friend I look upon your shining face The crimson floor around me Begins to give away Here now in your safety Night gives way to day While our love was borrowed You saved me from the cold And I will always follow Your trail of marigolds
March 29, 2025 at 6:43 PM
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Sometimes I hate when I have lewd dreams, and I wake up and my body’s just here like “ayo? 👀” like no, please calm down I haven’t even had breakfast yet 😭
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 PM
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Calling this one Lilac Skies (Blink)
You looked at me I felt like I could scream My hands went numb Like I was in some Lavender dream Our gazes met My heart stopped in my chest You smiled at me And so it seemed That our lives could coalesce Your hand in mine And so we find Each others arms are intertwined So entranced And so we danced Through lilac skies and all of time I kissed your lips And held your hips Our hearts beat together in sync 'Tween this and the next Are all we get 'Til one of us dares to blink This moment felt Like it could last for years All of this hope That you evoke Snuck right in, displaced my fears I'd stay with you Forever if I dared Just reach for me And we can be Together for Eternity So grant me this Just one more kiss And one last dance into the air Your hands in mine You're so sublime Each others arms are intertwined In pure romance And so we danced Through lilac skies and all of time I kissed your lips And caught a glimpse Our hearts beat together in sync 'Tween this and the next Are all we get 'Til one of us dares to blink Forever seems so long ago But to my heart you'll always hold And if you ever find me here I'd ask for one last dance my dear Your lips on mine Sweeter than wine My head it spins and realigns I'm so entranced Here while we dance I'll see your eyes for all of time To kiss your lips And hold your hips And stand here forever in sync 'Tween this and the next Are all we get Keep open your eyes Your stormy skies We knew it was through My eyes on you And one of us dared to... Blink
March 28, 2025 at 11:53 PM