anawesometurtle.bsky.social
anawesometurtle.bsky.social
anawesometurtle.bsky.social
@anawesometurtle.bsky.social
I play mtg and I'm getting into pokemon again. Painting magic cards sometimes, but otherwise I try to stay off
Edge of Eternities! You're telling me we're getting a space set, a REAL space set, and we're getting Tezzeret WIELDING A BLACK HOLE?! Yes yes, a million times yes. If this fills the void (ha) of expectations I had for Unfinity, I'll buy so much.
January 26, 2025 at 4:16 PM
This is all of them! I found more while looking again
January 24, 2025 at 2:03 PM
I guess it only likes 4 at a time??😂 it let me pick 9 and only posted 4
January 24, 2025 at 2:03 PM
I don't know what drove me to share this. There's so much to this story. I don't remember most of my childhood.

But yeah, there's that
December 10, 2024 at 10:50 PM
End it wasn't good enough for her. It's made me realize why I started moving out this year, why I have been limiting the contact I have. Nothing I do feels good enough for her. Even if she tells me she's proud of me and that she loves me, it hurts because it feels forced.
December 10, 2024 at 10:50 PM
She lashed out at me when we were trying to figure out snacks, a hearing aid for my grandma, and ultimately treated me like she did when I was a child. Yelled at me in public for sighing to contain my frustration. I had been trying very hard to help everyone and get everything in order, but in the
December 10, 2024 at 10:50 PM
But even still, I felt judged by her. For my choices, for my illness. For doing things that are meant in jest, but she viewed as manic.

I recently wanted to take her to see Wicked. She loves Wizard of Oz, and my grandmother loves Wicked from Broadway. This could've been a fun treat.
December 10, 2024 at 10:50 PM
Was a manic symptom or a sign of wanting to hurt myself. I had worked with a psychiatrist and therapist for years and had healthier ways of coping. Mania was harder to spot in my mind, but we learned in 2023 that was due to my EXTREMELY high general anxiety and a new diagnosis of Autism.
December 10, 2024 at 10:50 PM
Which, again, felt wrong. So wrong that I went off of my meds multiple times. I know now that I shouldn't've done that, but I digress.

What bothered me most was my mother's reaction. To the diagnosis, my hospitalizations, my coming out about symptoms I've had, all of it. Suddenly, anything I did
December 10, 2024 at 10:50 PM
I can't describe it to this day, but I knew I could do more with myself. I did a lot of educating myself on the disorder: books, YouTube videos, interviews, anything I could get my hands on. I was also young, and being thrust into this idea of "your life will be ruled by this pill or madness"
December 10, 2024 at 10:50 PM