Researching focus

Realised that all I enjoy is slow activities.

Do you know yourself good enough to know if you are being rational or if you are being avoidant?

To be wise, does it stem from your ability to reflect another person? Or does it come from the ability to tell the other person what you see in them?

Do you ever get the connection you crave by taking the attention?

Could a lack of egocentrism serve me as an individual?

Could there ever being anything disruptive with the combination of advanced technology and late stage capitalism?

What does truth and responsibility mean when it is not connected to humans?

Sitting with silence. I find it excruciating. Eats me to my bones won’t leave me alone. I need to master it.

As a mother I feel torn between who I once was, how I now am, and who I desire to become.

Sometimes I wonder how many things would resolve simply by genuine listening. Not trying to shout out the loudest. Not trying to make any points on the behalf of anyone. Just listening, curiously asking questions and taking in what has been said.