Its almost like "your art will never stand out enough. So why bother?" Maybe its just a lack of identity. I long for change and experimentation but I feel like I have to commit to what I've been doing because I worry about losing what I have if I do something people dont like.

I find myself almost afraid to post anything. Mostly because I just feel it will be lost in a sea of other voices and I guess I just dont feel like I can compete with that. I dont really know what to do about it. I cant seem to convince myself.

It is what it is. People just sometimes like to spin their own narrative to hear themsleves talk i guess. :/