I’m not ok. I haven’t been feeling ok. I’m scared for the future. I feel voiceless. I feel alone. Isolated. I feel lost. I need to cry or scream or sleep for days but, I never seem to get the chance. And, when it happens organically I feel like I have to shut it down before anyone sees.

Home Screen checkpoint reached 🐈‍⬛

The stress is finally over. Well… the stress from the social security hearing is over! Today we got word that my beloved’s disability status will remain and her benefits will continue!

My parents and I used to go to Toronto like 3 times a year to see Phantom and other musicals after it closed. I haven’t been back in 14. I miss it so much. Don’t know how to explain it but I have never felt more at home. Enjoy the 90’s fashion & my dopey grin.

And if you’re in the mood for a little #vampire romance - exuberantly #LGBTQIA+ (with ace rep!) & kink-positive - centering your desires in the story to make it as inclusive as possible - check out MIDNIGHT’S KISS

xoshdarkheart.itch.io/midnights-kiss

LONELY HOUSE is also available on #Audible, if you just want to sit back and immerse in the atmospheric dread (with narration by @raincorbyn.bsky.social)

www.audible.com/pd/Lonely-Ho...

If you want a longer solo #TTRPG experience that feels like you’ve been transported to a mashup between Shirley Jackson’s Haunting of Hill House & Danielewski’s House of Leaves, check out LONELY HOUSE:

xoshdarkheart.itch.io/lonely-house

Or you could come with me on a journey through the liminal space between death and what’s next in FEAST OF RAVENS - an experience that is part #JournalingGame, part ritual, part #meditation

xoshdarkheart.itch.io/feast-of-rav...

Hello, BlueSky!

I’m told this platform doesn’t choke links (or hashtags), so here’s my first test of that

I make #TTRPGs and I’m especially fond of #horror-themed solo games

This one’s about exploring what remains in society AFTER the #zombie apocalypse 🧟‍♂️

xoshdarkheart.itch.io/remains

In the vein of talking about things I don’t usually talk about on other platforms: Favorite Musicals: Les Miserables, Jekyll & Hyde, Assassins, RENT, Evita, Into the Woods, Company, Man of La Mancha and my number 1 favorite musical of all time is…The Phantom of the Opera.

Today has been an intensely nerve wracking day. In April my beloved’s social security/disability was cut off after being on it for the last 16 years.Today we had a hearing. We will find out in a week or 2 if it will be reinstated. We are so nervous. The anxiety has been overwhelming!

I think I’m going to use this space to talk about things I don’t usually talk about in other spaces. My thoughts on beloved musicals and horror films are definitely on my list. 80’s and 90’s nostalgia too.

I figured it was about time to move over here. I hope I can reconnect with everyone over here!