this space has always been about conversation & connection.

to keep that clear, I’m splitting things:
🌞 co-work, chat & chill on alynni8
🌙 cozy sleepy vibes on alydozes

same heart, clearer rhythm
thank you for co-existing with me here. 🫶

‪Lol I meant to say Nov 2024… it’s been a few days but not to editing so… 🤌❤️‍🩹‬

‪TLDR why mental breakdown:‬
‪- employer fear monger & teammate competition ‬
‪- weekly therapist of 3+ years OOO last three weeks & now on Leave ‬
‪- anniversary of trauma‬
‪- orphan, holiday season ‬

2/2
I know everyone is working through their life ❤️‍🩹

I had a very bad mental health day on Oct 17th & have been crawling out since. It had/has to do w/ the above, the incoming anniversary of a bad thing from Nov. 2025, & simply the holiday season..

I am simply trying my best w/ what is left of me.

Sunset today.
FYI: I'm taking some time to work through some things I don't feel comfortable sharing about.

> my job behind the scenes; invoking a bad mental state
> my therapist of many years has personal emergency and is on leave of absence. I care for her and am worried for her.

1/2

another day to spam the seattle sunset and I'm not sorry