Feel like my chest is going to explode

Getting more and more tired of just being here and existing. Tired of feeling like I am finally over it, only to be reminded I am not

Talked to another therapist today because i'm lucky enough to get two. Then we started diving into my inability to view friendships as valid. That was an interesting and totally fun convo.

Like yes i think everyone is nice to me out of obligation, totally solid brain thinking.

How silly of me to think that because the day started off nice it would stay that way.

I never realized how absolutely heavy life could get. Like some days it feels like there are all these weights on my chest and I can't imagine how I am supposed to stand up let alone breath.

Main acct down, will be back tomorrow 🫠

On the verge of breaking down and crashing out like no other tonight.

Some days it really feels like there is absolutely no way I can do things right. Just want to go sink into the ocean 🪸

You ever get the ick from someone after having followed them on here for a bit, and start to slowly realize you do'nt fuck with them? Even though they aren't bad or anything but just not your vibe.

Happy pride, due to budget restraints we will no longer be turning the frogs gay.

However, our program to turn the moths trans will continue!

Effective immediately we are no longer carrying out covert operations in the middle east.

We will now make all military actions overt until further notice.

Some days it is so tempting....

come to my alt that follows my main, look at feed. It's all my own posts

Sometimes doing what right genuinely feels so shitty. Because on top of having to do it, if i bitch about doing it I feel like such a piece of shit.

Its Friday, I don't want to work. I am annoyed at a coworker. And my weekend is filled with plans I don't want to do...

I was bullied into making this, now I need to make posts...