Grrrr I want you to bounce on it and bark 🥵

Though my intention is to horny post a lot here there are people here that I'm certain I'm gonna connect with genuinely and I'm more confident about recognizing those now. I'm going to try to resume back to my normal posting tomorrow and set up my fansly too.

If you're seeing all of this I'm not talking about you, none of this is involved in my circles here. Actually this account was part of me making a new start socially because I kinda knew how this was all gonna go down.

It's no wonder I felt so lonely but was around those people. I never made the connection I desired but convinced myself otherwise. I think I'm more aware of what's genuine bond now, so that's at least a good thing. Mistakes are where you learn after all.

I refuse to let my strong convictions on what friendship means to me to be weakened by this. But I am a lot more cautious about the intentions of others now. All of this was so much on me and I don't even wanna begin venting about how bad it's been. Just believe me there.

I love my friends so much I would never think of doing what happened to me here. But it still happened to me and my dumb self thought I did something wrong and I could fix it. The only thing I did wrong was not seeing that not everyone truly cared in the way I thought they did.

Sometimes when people are your friends, what they want isn't your friendship. When your friendship comes at a cost too high for what they got, you lose a friend.

To me, friendship is a bond that is unconditional and non-transcactional.