Alo
alocarra.bsky.social
Alo
@alocarra.bsky.social
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I love my cats so much you dont understand
Please no kids, thank you
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when i say "no kids thank you" i mean it, please don't follow if ur underage
apollo and iris were chasing each other and apollo jumped and landed on me balls

pls send thoughts and prayers
November 23, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Reposted by Alo
For four entire dollars you can meet the creature
November 21, 2025 at 1:23 AM
doing things i used to enjoy now only bring recollections of those who left, or make me feel hollow inside
its a long journey ahead
November 21, 2025 at 3:04 AM
thought of a xylophone and got sad
November 20, 2025 at 12:14 AM
a part of me was hoping that maybe if that someone reached out, i could've gone back to normalcy, even though logically im aware it would just keep on hurting

now the chances of that are gone. i guess im just a replaceable cog in a machine, rusty and prone to breaking

i feel cold during summer
November 18, 2025 at 8:05 AM
it would be nice to know exactly where you did something wrong during your life, to know what road led you to strife and melancholy
November 18, 2025 at 12:24 AM
good and evil, what we supposedly learn to differentiate as we grow, and yet i cant seem to shake the feeling that i will never truly understand whether i act in a good way or evil way. Try to never regret your choices, and yet sometimes, its inevitable
November 17, 2025 at 2:25 AM
i hope it wasnt a mistake
November 16, 2025 at 10:29 PM
doubt and unstillness start to set in, i hold myself steady as a consequence of my own actions
November 16, 2025 at 8:40 PM
what matters is whats on the inside but whats inside is even more hideous than its shell, toxins and a putrid core surrounded by foul decayed flesh
November 10, 2025 at 1:01 AM
What is this WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT HAS CUSTOM CUTSCENES
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November 9, 2025 at 3:11 AM
the day has arrived where some people i know are now celebrating them conceiving, instead of being mortified

The sands of time are slipping through my fingers, and i have yet to stop sinking into them and being lost to the sand
November 7, 2025 at 5:33 PM
an issue of my own making is seeing every sunday pass and me staying isolated still
but trying to go back makes me feel nauseous, physically at the very least. i just hope that eventually i will be able to go back and not feel like im about to fall off a cliff. the brain is a fucked up organ
November 3, 2025 at 5:19 AM
the need for socialization for me is like cooking food, sitting down to eat it but end up just staring at the plate and never actually eat cuz you got a stomachache when the moment to eat came
November 2, 2025 at 2:35 AM
hope everyone has a happy halloween
October 31, 2025 at 9:14 PM
iris just ran into my room from outside with a bird in her mouth, it was still alive. My room is full of feathers and both apollo and iris are in full hunter mode

no metaphors nor anything this time just, nature i guess

the bird got caught and we put it outside, who knows if it can fly still
October 20, 2025 at 3:46 AM
i want to rush through it, fake my own thoughts and feelings, and pretend everything is going well, that nothing ever affects me and everything will go back as usual

i don't think i can this time, not again
October 19, 2025 at 4:51 PM
cats are wonderful. it's the reason i get up every day, to feed them, pet em, clean up, etc

I wish that was enough to make everything better, but as long as I have them, i think I'll be safe
October 18, 2025 at 10:54 PM
I've been working on fixing the river, as much as i want for water to run it has been dry for a while now, but finally today i got to get some drops out of my system
October 18, 2025 at 8:27 PM
The mind is a wanderer undeterred by anything, even if it might drag the heart through the mud, hold fast because you cant stop it, you can distract it temporarily but when you're least prepared its wandering will begin yet again, through an adventure of roses and thorns
October 18, 2025 at 5:30 PM
maybe it was a mistake, you shouldn't count the seconds, look and find what you fear, and yet you know the feeling wont stop unless you do something.
Damned if you do, damned if you dont
perhaps running away isnt a bad choice. Even if the work is left unfinished, you might be able to resume later
October 18, 2025 at 5:27 PM
like swimming through mud, i cant see from where the light shines, desperately trying to find it before drowning
however drowning never comes, you can continue to search at your own pace, but never stop searching

don't give up and keep going i tell myself, with hopes of looking back once its over
October 18, 2025 at 1:25 AM
shallow as it may be, i do wish everything could be solved by extending your hand and having others to pull you out of the spiral. and yet i recognize that hollow hope will end up dragging you down faster, without putting in your own effort. And sometimes, fear you might drag others down with you
October 18, 2025 at 12:21 AM
faking your own self to make your current surroundings better, at the cost of slowly draining yourself and reaching a point where you don't know what is fake and what is your truth. a pain that lingers and aches, ever present within yourself. And yet you might find comfort in its familiar pain
October 17, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Have you ever seen that episode of the fairy oddparents where the kid wishes he was never born
Its one of those that decided to stick in long term memory and makes me constantly think about the concept
October 17, 2025 at 3:44 AM