AllxRedStar (•˕ •マ.ᐟ
@allxredstar.bsky.social
Energy and thoughtful child-hearted furry! Always up to action and move, or just rest up and lay down >w<"
Perhaps, nothing in my life is worth living.
A hell of my own making, a catastrophe of my own doing... It's not worth it... Sadly, I am too scared to take my own life.
However, if there's a chance something may kill me without my input, I hope that I won't regret or hesitate to jump on it.
A hell of my own making, a catastrophe of my own doing... It's not worth it... Sadly, I am too scared to take my own life.
However, if there's a chance something may kill me without my input, I hope that I won't regret or hesitate to jump on it.
November 25, 2025 at 8:11 AM
Perhaps, nothing in my life is worth living.
A hell of my own making, a catastrophe of my own doing... It's not worth it... Sadly, I am too scared to take my own life.
However, if there's a chance something may kill me without my input, I hope that I won't regret or hesitate to jump on it.
A hell of my own making, a catastrophe of my own doing... It's not worth it... Sadly, I am too scared to take my own life.
However, if there's a chance something may kill me without my input, I hope that I won't regret or hesitate to jump on it.
I don't wanna be like dust in the shelf
I wanna be something that's great to myself
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait no more.
I wanna be something that's great to myself
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait no more.
July 24, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I don't wanna be like dust in the shelf
I wanna be something that's great to myself
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait no more.
I wanna be something that's great to myself
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait no more.
Reposted by AllxRedStar (•˕ •マ.ᐟ
July 19, 2025 at 7:40 PM
Being part of the furry community, it feels there's some sort of social hierarchy. It follows like this:
Non-suiters/handlers < Partial Suiters < Full-suiters
Depending where you are, more or less people want to friend you or talk to you. If you don't have time or finances, you're just screwed.
Non-suiters/handlers < Partial Suiters < Full-suiters
Depending where you are, more or less people want to friend you or talk to you. If you don't have time or finances, you're just screwed.
June 5, 2025 at 3:45 AM
Being part of the furry community, it feels there's some sort of social hierarchy. It follows like this:
Non-suiters/handlers < Partial Suiters < Full-suiters
Depending where you are, more or less people want to friend you or talk to you. If you don't have time or finances, you're just screwed.
Non-suiters/handlers < Partial Suiters < Full-suiters
Depending where you are, more or less people want to friend you or talk to you. If you don't have time or finances, you're just screwed.
Blocked the Walk-speed override and landed the punch few seconds afterwards (Totally planned)
May 17, 2025 at 12:13 AM
Blocked the Walk-speed override and landed the punch few seconds afterwards (Totally planned)
What's worth living anyway?
May 16, 2025 at 5:48 AM
What's worth living anyway?
Skill Issue for missing those two blocks
(I still lived to the end tho)
#Forsaken #RobloxForsaken #Guest1337
(I still lived to the end tho)
#Forsaken #RobloxForsaken #Guest1337
May 16, 2025 at 4:18 AM
Skill Issue for missing those two blocks
(I still lived to the end tho)
#Forsaken #RobloxForsaken #Guest1337
(I still lived to the end tho)
#Forsaken #RobloxForsaken #Guest1337
I am fairly confident that I've learned from the past. However, why wasn't I better then... Why now...
Things would be a lot better if I was better then, but whatever, I'll have to continue with this life and answer these questions later.
Things would be a lot better if I was better then, but whatever, I'll have to continue with this life and answer these questions later.
May 13, 2025 at 5:44 AM
I am fairly confident that I've learned from the past. However, why wasn't I better then... Why now...
Things would be a lot better if I was better then, but whatever, I'll have to continue with this life and answer these questions later.
Things would be a lot better if I was better then, but whatever, I'll have to continue with this life and answer these questions later.
Reposted by AllxRedStar (•˕ •マ.ᐟ
TBO 2.0 anyone? Pfft what a silly idea, unless...
May 7, 2025 at 8:17 PM
TBO 2.0 anyone? Pfft what a silly idea, unless...
Ngl, I went crazy in this match, like yo...
One-tapped two people with just sniping >w<"
One-tapped two people with just sniping >w<"
May 8, 2025 at 1:19 AM
Ngl, I went crazy in this match, like yo...
One-tapped two people with just sniping >w<"
One-tapped two people with just sniping >w<"
I had a great time at TBO this weekend! I thank you @psfurmeets.bsky.social for such a great time!
I appreciate my panel "Emotion and Motivation" was accepted, and was the first panel of this event! It went great! Positive feedback with a lot of inspired furs.
We cooked, we served, and delivered!
I appreciate my panel "Emotion and Motivation" was accepted, and was the first panel of this event! It went great! Positive feedback with a lot of inspired furs.
We cooked, we served, and delivered!
May 5, 2025 at 2:14 PM
I had a great time at TBO this weekend! I thank you @psfurmeets.bsky.social for such a great time!
I appreciate my panel "Emotion and Motivation" was accepted, and was the first panel of this event! It went great! Positive feedback with a lot of inspired furs.
We cooked, we served, and delivered!
I appreciate my panel "Emotion and Motivation" was accepted, and was the first panel of this event! It went great! Positive feedback with a lot of inspired furs.
We cooked, we served, and delivered!
I am fucked up... I'm having an episode so bad, I can barely stand and feel I am falling to the floor.
I dunno for how long I can live with this, even with meds & therapy, it's hell. I've a lot of remorse, disgust, & hatred against myself.
My life is not worth the risk, let me try to end it here.
I dunno for how long I can live with this, even with meds & therapy, it's hell. I've a lot of remorse, disgust, & hatred against myself.
My life is not worth the risk, let me try to end it here.
a cartoon of a fox talking on a phone with a blue eye
ALT: a cartoon of a fox talking on a phone with a blue eye
media.tenor.com
April 29, 2025 at 3:30 PM
I am fucked up... I'm having an episode so bad, I can barely stand and feel I am falling to the floor.
I dunno for how long I can live with this, even with meds & therapy, it's hell. I've a lot of remorse, disgust, & hatred against myself.
My life is not worth the risk, let me try to end it here.
I dunno for how long I can live with this, even with meds & therapy, it's hell. I've a lot of remorse, disgust, & hatred against myself.
My life is not worth the risk, let me try to end it here.
I struggle with many mental issues. Often leads me to be jealous, passive-aggressive, delusional, hear bad thoughts
However, I feel jealous of my own friends because they have their group of friends, community, or just a great person in their life.
I want to feel like people give a shit 'bout me.
However, I feel jealous of my own friends because they have their group of friends, community, or just a great person in their life.
I want to feel like people give a shit 'bout me.
April 29, 2025 at 3:28 AM
I struggle with many mental issues. Often leads me to be jealous, passive-aggressive, delusional, hear bad thoughts
However, I feel jealous of my own friends because they have their group of friends, community, or just a great person in their life.
I want to feel like people give a shit 'bout me.
However, I feel jealous of my own friends because they have their group of friends, community, or just a great person in their life.
I want to feel like people give a shit 'bout me.
Thought of sharing this lil clip. Goal Save converted into a goal of my own!
April 28, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Thought of sharing this lil clip. Goal Save converted into a goal of my own!
Actually, I should've thought of a flyer for my panel. Unfortunately, I don't know art, just some basic Photoshop skills.
I dunno how many people to expect, maybe less than 10 for my con panel Q_Q
I dunno how many people to expect, maybe less than 10 for my con panel Q_Q
April 22, 2025 at 2:23 AM
Actually, I should've thought of a flyer for my panel. Unfortunately, I don't know art, just some basic Photoshop skills.
I dunno how many people to expect, maybe less than 10 for my con panel Q_Q
I dunno how many people to expect, maybe less than 10 for my con panel Q_Q
The main reason I get upset about an artist promoting themselves in my DMs is because I assume it is to be friends, ask me something, or/and need something like comfort and advice when I get a DM.
If we arent buddies and you promote yourself in my DMs for commissions, I won't do it.
If we arent buddies and you promote yourself in my DMs for commissions, I won't do it.
April 20, 2025 at 11:45 PM
The main reason I get upset about an artist promoting themselves in my DMs is because I assume it is to be friends, ask me something, or/and need something like comfort and advice when I get a DM.
If we arent buddies and you promote yourself in my DMs for commissions, I won't do it.
If we arent buddies and you promote yourself in my DMs for commissions, I won't do it.
I was watching something last night lol
April 19, 2025 at 4:57 PM
I was watching something last night lol
There's no day I don't feel remorse. Do believe, I'm always bothered by past demons.
Only if I listened, only if I self-controlled then, if I didn't have these mental issues...
I thought I was helping, that I was being mindful, that I was doing the right... Reality is, I only made things worse.
Only if I listened, only if I self-controlled then, if I didn't have these mental issues...
I thought I was helping, that I was being mindful, that I was doing the right... Reality is, I only made things worse.
April 19, 2025 at 4:56 PM
There's no day I don't feel remorse. Do believe, I'm always bothered by past demons.
Only if I listened, only if I self-controlled then, if I didn't have these mental issues...
I thought I was helping, that I was being mindful, that I was doing the right... Reality is, I only made things worse.
Only if I listened, only if I self-controlled then, if I didn't have these mental issues...
I thought I was helping, that I was being mindful, that I was doing the right... Reality is, I only made things worse.
You already saw this if you got my telegram. But seriously, what happened here Q_Q
April 13, 2025 at 6:51 PM
You already saw this if you got my telegram. But seriously, what happened here Q_Q
I feel the anxiety and distress taking a grip on me. Past memories that still haunt me to this day.
Thankfully, therapy has helped recently. Regardless, I have my moments where I cry. Hopefully that heals with time and patience.
Thankfully, therapy has helped recently. Regardless, I have my moments where I cry. Hopefully that heals with time and patience.
April 13, 2025 at 4:23 AM
I feel the anxiety and distress taking a grip on me. Past memories that still haunt me to this day.
Thankfully, therapy has helped recently. Regardless, I have my moments where I cry. Hopefully that heals with time and patience.
Thankfully, therapy has helped recently. Regardless, I have my moments where I cry. Hopefully that heals with time and patience.
I love messing around with this little game, quite chill and entertaining.
April 10, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I love messing around with this little game, quite chill and entertaining.
Um, A very interesting Police Cruiser in my dashcam
(Excuse my poor editing skills lmao)
(Excuse my poor editing skills lmao)
April 9, 2025 at 2:26 PM
Um, A very interesting Police Cruiser in my dashcam
(Excuse my poor editing skills lmao)
(Excuse my poor editing skills lmao)
'Cause Every night, I will save your life. 'Cause Every Night, I will be with you <3
a pixel art drawing of a sonic the hedgehog with a surprised look on his face
ALT: a pixel art drawing of a sonic the hedgehog with a surprised look on his face
media.tenor.com
April 8, 2025 at 5:00 PM
'Cause Every night, I will save your life. 'Cause Every Night, I will be with you <3
Reposted by AllxRedStar (•˕ •マ.ᐟ
Without further ado, Tbo wishes to show you all the schedule for THE BIG ONE. Join us May 3rd and 4th for a fun time put together by the community and locals here in NJ. More info to come, any updates will be posted here as well.
April 3, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Without further ado, Tbo wishes to show you all the schedule for THE BIG ONE. Join us May 3rd and 4th for a fun time put together by the community and locals here in NJ. More info to come, any updates will be posted here as well.
So, um... About this...
My decision is to send myself straight to hell ⚰️🔥
My decision is to send myself straight to hell ⚰️🔥
Drive Demo'ed a Tesla Model Y and a Lucid Touring!
I dunno which one is the best to save for @w@
I dunno which one is the best to save for @w@
April 5, 2025 at 6:44 AM
So, um... About this...
My decision is to send myself straight to hell ⚰️🔥
My decision is to send myself straight to hell ⚰️🔥