and it's not just any wrong pharmacy. it's one that's also on a river road... but all the way in another town.

can i just die please

and it's not even really... slowly..some days have definitely been far worse than others. where my arms from my shoulder are completely numb. doesn't matter what position i try to position my shoulders, elbows or god damn wrists. sometimes for nearly an entire day.

i just can't anymore

have an organ that's trying to die off. health in other areas... not getting better. i just can't be bothered putting in energy i legit don't have anymore.

my hands are even slowly starting to become actually non-functional... i can't even enjoy things anymore. i'm done actually trying