I am thinking that trying to use this platform might be a good way of doing “braiding”— having a digital avatar that behaves in more of the way that I would want to behave. Living out a fantasy while have it be constructive.

I am in my bed burning thru my revenge awake time. Im so sore from the gym and work this morning. Im emailing a man I am meeting up from a stoicism reading group. I am stressed about being unable to drive and having to reveal that to someone. I understand it’s very dumb.

I am currently applying to a philosophy of science program in the city where I live and I’m excited but still very nervous about it. I am worried about the marketability of the degree. If I just make smart moves as I am not a big spender, a PhD kind of lifestyle would be more than I could hope for

I am going to be using this as completely a space to document how I live and my thought processes to improve them and interrogate what that improvement is tending towards

Okay I might actually try to attempt to be likable again let’s gooooo