adjala (-20/70lbs)
@alienlithe.bsky.social
edsky.
21 yrs, she/they. | 5’9.5 |
sw: 195lb | sbmi: ~30 |
cw: 175 lbs | cbmi: —— |
gw: 120 lbs
white + Native “American”
non edsky DNI/block please. stay safe
21 yrs, she/they. | 5’9.5 |
sw: 195lb | sbmi: ~30 |
cw: 175 lbs | cbmi: —— |
gw: 120 lbs
white + Native “American”
non edsky DNI/block please. stay safe
Pinned
today i’m feeling
- weak
- tired
- super hungry
- stomach pains
- stomach rumbling
- dizziness
sooooo it’s working
- weak
- tired
- super hungry
- stomach pains
- stomach rumbling
- dizziness
sooooo it’s working
November 16, 2025 at 12:03 AM
today i’m feeling
- weak
- tired
- super hungry
- stomach pains
- stomach rumbling
- dizziness
sooooo it’s working
- weak
- tired
- super hungry
- stomach pains
- stomach rumbling
- dizziness
sooooo it’s working
my bf said he’d lose weight WITH me as long as i did it healthily and i want to shake him bc his weight is perfectly healthy he’s perfect in every way. and he may make me eat in front of him. so i’ll have to also have to make up for those cals via restriction.
November 16, 2025 at 12:02 AM
my bf said he’d lose weight WITH me as long as i did it healthily and i want to shake him bc his weight is perfectly healthy he’s perfect in every way. and he may make me eat in front of him. so i’ll have to also have to make up for those cals via restriction.
fuck i forgot i had chai as well. idk how many cals but i should’ve definitely passed on that. i think ill do daily food intake posts to feel that shame when i do fuck up
problem is my bf is catching on bc i told him i was trying to lose weight and he knows my problems w eating disorders soooo fuck
problem is my bf is catching on bc i told him i was trying to lose weight and he knows my problems w eating disorders soooo fuck
today’s roster in terms of food:
- no breakfast
- no lunch
- monster energy zero sugar
- water
- pasta for dinner
and hopefully i can exercise and burn more than 500 cals to make up for dinner. i’m trying to get as close to zero as i can
- no breakfast
- no lunch
- monster energy zero sugar
- water
- pasta for dinner
and hopefully i can exercise and burn more than 500 cals to make up for dinner. i’m trying to get as close to zero as i can
November 16, 2025 at 12:00 AM
fuck i forgot i had chai as well. idk how many cals but i should’ve definitely passed on that. i think ill do daily food intake posts to feel that shame when i do fuck up
problem is my bf is catching on bc i told him i was trying to lose weight and he knows my problems w eating disorders soooo fuck
problem is my bf is catching on bc i told him i was trying to lose weight and he knows my problems w eating disorders soooo fuck
today’s roster in terms of food:
- no breakfast
- no lunch
- monster energy zero sugar
- water
- pasta for dinner
and hopefully i can exercise and burn more than 500 cals to make up for dinner. i’m trying to get as close to zero as i can
- no breakfast
- no lunch
- monster energy zero sugar
- water
- pasta for dinner
and hopefully i can exercise and burn more than 500 cals to make up for dinner. i’m trying to get as close to zero as i can
November 15, 2025 at 11:59 PM
today’s roster in terms of food:
- no breakfast
- no lunch
- monster energy zero sugar
- water
- pasta for dinner
and hopefully i can exercise and burn more than 500 cals to make up for dinner. i’m trying to get as close to zero as i can
- no breakfast
- no lunch
- monster energy zero sugar
- water
- pasta for dinner
and hopefully i can exercise and burn more than 500 cals to make up for dinner. i’m trying to get as close to zero as i can
yesterday i had a glass of milk for breakfast, coke zero for lunch, a 800 cal dinner and exercised and burned 500 cal. however i also had popcorn and drank so… fuck, essentially. fuck fuck fuck
November 15, 2025 at 11:57 PM
yesterday i had a glass of milk for breakfast, coke zero for lunch, a 800 cal dinner and exercised and burned 500 cal. however i also had popcorn and drank so… fuck, essentially. fuck fuck fuck
it did not. i am jsut a fat fuck by nature
my mom is forcing me to stop drinking and bought a breathalyzer so hopefully this helps me not be a completely fat fuck. weeds still making me binge a bit but at least i don’t get the hangovers where i just eat nonstop
like i have to do this. i have to stop drinking and find some other unhealthy coping mechanism or at LEAST stop bingeing while drunk which is hardly in my control. i’ve got about 2 shots worth of vodka left and im gonna take my thc after and pass the fuck out and hopefully tmrw i can ⭐️ve till dinner
November 14, 2025 at 6:49 PM
it did not. i am jsut a fat fuck by nature
i still have said boyfriend. he is my everything. but i gained all my weight back. i’m at work and almost ordered lunch like usual but stopped myself. coke zero it is 👍
i also have a boyfriend now. idk how but i do
November 14, 2025 at 6:49 PM
i still have said boyfriend. he is my everything. but i gained all my weight back. i’m at work and almost ordered lunch like usual but stopped myself. coke zero it is 👍
back to planning how to 0FF m¥self without my friends or family having to see it
August 10, 2025 at 7:48 AM
back to planning how to 0FF m¥self without my friends or family having to see it
yet another ex lax breakfast
August 8, 2025 at 7:26 PM
yet another ex lax breakfast
almost at my lw!!! 173.7 lbs, lw is 173
August 8, 2025 at 6:26 PM
almost at my lw!!! 173.7 lbs, lw is 173
i also have a boyfriend now. idk how but i do
August 7, 2025 at 6:20 PM
i also have a boyfriend now. idk how but i do
highkey forgot about picrews but i’m back in my bullshit
August 7, 2025 at 6:12 PM
highkey forgot about picrews but i’m back in my bullshit
i took some ex lax last night and let me tell u that shits workinggggggggg im never leaving the bathroom
August 7, 2025 at 5:57 PM
i took some ex lax last night and let me tell u that shits workinggggggggg im never leaving the bathroom
my mom is forcing me to stop drinking and bought a breathalyzer so hopefully this helps me not be a completely fat fuck. weeds still making me binge a bit but at least i don’t get the hangovers where i just eat nonstop
like i have to do this. i have to stop drinking and find some other unhealthy coping mechanism or at LEAST stop bingeing while drunk which is hardly in my control. i’ve got about 2 shots worth of vodka left and im gonna take my thc after and pass the fuck out and hopefully tmrw i can ⭐️ve till dinner
August 7, 2025 at 5:35 PM
my mom is forcing me to stop drinking and bought a breathalyzer so hopefully this helps me not be a completely fat fuck. weeds still making me binge a bit but at least i don’t get the hangovers where i just eat nonstop
vanilla yogurt, hemp hearts and ex lax, baby!
August 7, 2025 at 5:30 PM
vanilla yogurt, hemp hearts and ex lax, baby!
i can’t stop crying i wish i was dead
July 19, 2025 at 7:12 AM
i can’t stop crying i wish i was dead
my crush just got engaged and i just can’t stop crying. i’m so happy for him but i also know i will never bbe her
July 19, 2025 at 7:01 AM
my crush just got engaged and i just can’t stop crying. i’m so happy for him but i also know i will never bbe her
i just can’t stop crying it’s killing me i don’t know what to do
July 19, 2025 at 6:45 AM
i just can’t stop crying it’s killing me i don’t know what to do
i can’t stop crying
July 19, 2025 at 6:45 AM
i can’t stop crying
so hungry and rejecting the food my parents are ordering and getting something lower cal so i stay under 1200
June 9, 2025 at 1:02 AM
so hungry and rejecting the food my parents are ordering and getting something lower cal so i stay under 1200
182.9 lbs. that’s fucking embarrassing
June 8, 2025 at 9:17 PM
182.9 lbs. that’s fucking embarrassing
gonna do a weigh in and see how fat i’ve gotten
June 8, 2025 at 8:40 PM
gonna do a weigh in and see how fat i’ve gotten
i had four eggs with two slices of american cheese and two tablespoons of milk (463 cals) and then two glasses of milk (205 cals). just c/sed two veggie hotdogs w cheese and then chugged a coke zero (~ 50 cals? idk if i’m over or underestimating). 768 cals in total. disgusting as fuck
i’ve had 12 shots of vodka. i’m done
like i have to do this. i have to stop drinking and find some other unhealthy coping mechanism or at LEAST stop bingeing while drunk which is hardly in my control. i’ve got about 2 shots worth of vodka left and im gonna take my thc after and pass the fuck out and hopefully tmrw i can ⭐️ve till dinner
June 8, 2025 at 8:35 PM
i had four eggs with two slices of american cheese and two tablespoons of milk (463 cals) and then two glasses of milk (205 cals). just c/sed two veggie hotdogs w cheese and then chugged a coke zero (~ 50 cals? idk if i’m over or underestimating). 768 cals in total. disgusting as fuck
i’ve had 12 shots of vodka. i’m done
like i have to do this. i have to stop drinking and find some other unhealthy coping mechanism or at LEAST stop bingeing while drunk which is hardly in my control. i’ve got about 2 shots worth of vodka left and im gonna take my thc after and pass the fuck out and hopefully tmrw i can ⭐️ve till dinner
June 8, 2025 at 5:49 AM
i’ve had 12 shots of vodka. i’m done