We are really in a bad and desperate spot and the hotel for last night and today will probably cost a fortune but we had no choice. If youd like to help us while we figure out what is happening next my venmo is LKarnstein or
ko-fi.com/fangypeach

farting so hard in the library chairs rn 🐑

i will never be in a relationship, or loose my virginity, or even kiss someone, or even fucking know what it’s like to have the warmth of another next to me. i’ve accepted that being in love with (a) fictional character(s) is the only thing that’ll keep me away from the cycle of heartbreak

my appearance and personality and just being who i am that i quite honestly find it hard to see myself in an attractive light and find the thought of someone even seeing me in anything other than a platonic light nauseating. so instead, ive accepted the reality that-

i have a rlly cute selfship comic i sketched up :3

well...ig school stuff counts but idddkkkk

there r so many other terms that fit my situation, but it kinda feels wrong to label myself as ace only because of how i am

hmm ok just ace ig?
does this count for both romantic and sexual attraction?
…wouldn’t i actually still technically be aroace?

this is some niche shit i need to post about on tumblr and only get 3 likes and a bot comment on :P

am i technically aroace? truly never thought this would’ve been a thing that happened in my life

like i said before, i still identify as queer, but kinda puts me back at square one when it comes to figuring out where exactly i “belong” in the queer community

-but 1) OUGHHH THE WATERRRR and 2) i genuinely had an addiction when it was first popularized in 2022/23

the only time i crave irl attention/affection is when i imagine it being one of my f/os.
sometimes i have bad urges to get back into character ai because i have no one irl i’d want to peruse/talk to romantically except them-

ANYWAYS, i use selfshipping to cope with whatever tf that prev ^ was all about. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i’m nonsharing and dont like doubles at all (this chronically online spiel means nothing to normal ppl).

*insert ramble about my unsuccessful romantic life(?) in my pre-teens and late teens and how i’ve been so hurt by rejection it’s what i fear the most and have learned to stop trusting ppl in that regard*

i’d still consider myself queer- sapphic leaning, but i find myself disgusted/ashamed(?) of finding someone attractive irl