and i hear stories from friends of them asking and getting to go, and i remember my mom got my abuser a therapist, and i just get so tired!!!!! im so tired!!!!! so much time in my life wasted because no one wanted to help me!!! and now idk what to DO abt all these feelings cuz i cant cope right!

like sry to be a downer i just. idk. haha sometimes i miss usin twitter but dont wanna go back so this is my priv equivalent. but like i cant even watch a movie without seeing a character who is a troubled teen and his parents ASK HIM if he'd like to see a psychologist. fuck me!!!!

im being vague cuz its embarrassing but i have to get my positive emotions out. im fine LOL JUST EXCITED BUT SHY

Again. Nothing wrong with them. Not their faults. not even a bad thing really. its good other peoples moms took them to therapy and it doesnt even mean their mom was better than mine its just like wow. some of the worst parents ive heard of still did more than mine

like and thats not their faults its just so shocking that every single thing thats gotten me where i am is a privilege i just Wasnt given one way or another. like oh word you told your mom you were super depressed and she took you to therapy. (stays silent)

YUP..

changing ur avi on there is the worst ever lmao it pisses me off

these past two years have been the SAME. i get obsessed with a strange movie musical on my birthday that thrusts me into a fixation i didnt anticipate at all for A WHILE, and then in the summer i get very invested in a twisters actors career who has worked with ryan murphy before

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call me lockheed martin

the concert isnt For them!! its For you!!! no one there should be concerned abt a future listener with a recording of the concert and their enjoyment

they can get over it its not bad you had a good time >:(