And even good looking.

First of all. What are these dreams?
Second. As long as you live ... nothing is too late. Depending on what dreams you have on mind, you have time for most dreams to fulfill. Spend your time constructively.
Third. Why by your own hands? This also leads to 1st.

With all your available eyes, all of them full of red glowing scorn and contempt. And disappointment.

Don't know whether it counts, because it's more historic background than fantasy, but I loved to listen to the audio book Holy Fools by Joanne Harris. In German version (and the narrator got additional points imho.) Epic and also romantic.

First what to learn is to stand steadfast in a suitable position.

Bet he's learning it alone and it's the first time.

This is ... a mood! Maybe the beginning of a way larger fire ...

The juice, the force, the source of life - schlong.

I don't think that you could get it rid off, anyway. But you can learn to live with it.

Means that you have to work the monster out of and away from your-self. With the understanding by reasonable self-reflection, self-discovery and reasons what it creates in the first place. I must say, unfortunately or fortunately, that this requires some effort ... which can be also a pleasure.

I think that I have to thank you, for this possibility of an interesting experience. Even when it was not your intention, even when it was something personal of me alone idk. Nevertheless. You have it brought "alive", into existence, and I feel that I have to be grateful.

It is not often. But looking at this painting let me imagine - almost automatically - as it becomes alive, living it's own life in my fantasy with it's own personality. I think that is magic, one more time. That paintings can touch or cause something at this way in the one who looks at them.

With curious and vivid gaze admiring little things which are somewhere also huge.

Coming into this bluesky room, and Holla! Hello grumpy?! 😆 Indeed, I agree: you're looking good. You don't mind when I load this sketch at my phone just for looking at it(?) Too late!

Vivid messy lines leave more space for interpretations and possibilities. Just keep continuously changing the lineart, figuring out by trial & error like encircling the prey until you approach the desired end result.

Guess those who have created the world map have seen themselves as the masters who stand above everything else, and the others were seen as the slaves and sub-folks below. Doesn't make any sense when to be in the ISS or wherever else in outer space. A perspective change worth to think about.

Of course it is confusing first (even for me at first sight) when to have had it always in a certain "order" or so. Have it quickly turned to the left side and voila.

When you turn a map upside down. It doesn't become wrong. Who has ever said how the planet is spinning in space, that Europe and northern America is "above" and Asia and Africa "below" ...