ALePH_D (SovietHaru) [EN/RU]
@aleph-d.bsky.social
If you're easily disturbed, offended or a minor (ew), go home
Hi, I'm ALePH_D, and I have zero idea what the fuck am I doing;
Kinda Len'en yapper, kinda OC maker, kinda Mukai enjoyer, defo 2hu hateor
My YT: https://www.youtube.com/@aleph_d
Hi, I'm ALePH_D, and I have zero idea what the fuck am I doing;
Kinda Len'en yapper, kinda OC maker, kinda Mukai enjoyer, defo 2hu hateor
My YT: https://www.youtube.com/@aleph_d
Also sorry for the uncropped screenshot of a meme, FUCK
July 16, 2025 at 3:29 PM
Also sorry for the uncropped screenshot of a meme, FUCK
Thanks to her I was rendered unable to do anything and I thought if I left everything behind peace will finally follow - but I won't give her the victory
I will keep struggling until she forfeits or loses - and I do not want this situation to be brushed off as a local drama if it lets her get away
I will keep struggling until she forfeits or loses - and I do not want this situation to be brushed off as a local drama if it lets her get away
July 16, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Thanks to her I was rendered unable to do anything and I thought if I left everything behind peace will finally follow - but I won't give her the victory
I will keep struggling until she forfeits or loses - and I do not want this situation to be brushed off as a local drama if it lets her get away
I will keep struggling until she forfeits or loses - and I do not want this situation to be brushed off as a local drama if it lets her get away
I'm not letting that woman get away with harassing me, my associates and being a legitimate danger to others
Afterwards I will continue my healing journey through doing art
I genuinely contemplated deleting EVERYTHING after this fiasco because this situation was DRAINING
Afterwards I will continue my healing journey through doing art
I genuinely contemplated deleting EVERYTHING after this fiasco because this situation was DRAINING
July 16, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I'm not letting that woman get away with harassing me, my associates and being a legitimate danger to others
Afterwards I will continue my healing journey through doing art
I genuinely contemplated deleting EVERYTHING after this fiasco because this situation was DRAINING
Afterwards I will continue my healing journey through doing art
I genuinely contemplated deleting EVERYTHING after this fiasco because this situation was DRAINING
Update my ass: what she said back here is set in stone
No matter how much she will try to excuse herself - even if she wasn't a pedo to me, she was still a shitbag to me
Just block her, she will be a massive piss stain here: and to me she did target you because you're more close to me
No matter how much she will try to excuse herself - even if she wasn't a pedo to me, she was still a shitbag to me
Just block her, she will be a massive piss stain here: and to me she did target you because you're more close to me
July 16, 2025 at 3:12 AM
Update my ass: what she said back here is set in stone
No matter how much she will try to excuse herself - even if she wasn't a pedo to me, she was still a shitbag to me
Just block her, she will be a massive piss stain here: and to me she did target you because you're more close to me
No matter how much she will try to excuse herself - even if she wasn't a pedo to me, she was still a shitbag to me
Just block her, she will be a massive piss stain here: and to me she did target you because you're more close to me
And I hate the bitch who's your little TV screen
To that person, do you seriously see ZERO PROBLEMS associating with a child predator? To the sex pest?
To that person, do you seriously see ZERO PROBLEMS associating with a child predator? To the sex pest?
July 16, 2025 at 3:00 AM
And I hate the bitch who's your little TV screen
To that person, do you seriously see ZERO PROBLEMS associating with a child predator? To the sex pest?
To that person, do you seriously see ZERO PROBLEMS associating with a child predator? To the sex pest?
I don't care for whatever shit she wants me to tell: if it's abuse, I don't want it - if it's apology I don't accept it
Well let me tell her
Get off the internet you absolute fucking baby
Well let me tell her
Get off the internet you absolute fucking baby
July 16, 2025 at 2:57 AM
I don't care for whatever shit she wants me to tell: if it's abuse, I don't want it - if it's apology I don't accept it
Well let me tell her
Get off the internet you absolute fucking baby
Well let me tell her
Get off the internet you absolute fucking baby
God, did she target you as well?
I swear this woman is constantly spiraling down and down
I swear this woman is constantly spiraling down and down
July 16, 2025 at 2:50 AM
God, did she target you as well?
I swear this woman is constantly spiraling down and down
I swear this woman is constantly spiraling down and down
Also, to lift the mood, wow this is now an antique picture given now all our Cola is chinese
July 16, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Also, to lift the mood, wow this is now an antique picture given now all our Cola is chinese
With zero pretence and she still flirted with a minor recently, not to mention to the other awful stuff she admitted to with pride in her chest.
I'm afraid of her less now, so at least if she pops her ugly head, I will immediately block her as I do not wish to interact with her ever again
I'm afraid of her less now, so at least if she pops her ugly head, I will immediately block her as I do not wish to interact with her ever again
July 16, 2025 at 2:12 AM
With zero pretence and she still flirted with a minor recently, not to mention to the other awful stuff she admitted to with pride in her chest.
I'm afraid of her less now, so at least if she pops her ugly head, I will immediately block her as I do not wish to interact with her ever again
I'm afraid of her less now, so at least if she pops her ugly head, I will immediately block her as I do not wish to interact with her ever again
In any case, even if you're willing to give her the benefit of the doubt concerning me (as I did send her suggestive artwork of my own under the pretence that she was alright with it given her public goonery; so that behaviour could be explained by that) - she still threatened to rape me (5)
July 16, 2025 at 2:12 AM
In any case, even if you're willing to give her the benefit of the doubt concerning me (as I did send her suggestive artwork of my own under the pretence that she was alright with it given her public goonery; so that behaviour could be explained by that) - she still threatened to rape me (5)
But only turning 18 and being hit with that shit is also wrong; not to mention I don't think anyone would be delighted at what is essentially a rape fantasy directed towards them
Not to mention she was still sending me illicit images before and after this even though I didn't explicitly ask (4)
Not to mention she was still sending me illicit images before and after this even though I didn't explicitly ask (4)
July 16, 2025 at 2:12 AM
But only turning 18 and being hit with that shit is also wrong; not to mention I don't think anyone would be delighted at what is essentially a rape fantasy directed towards them
Not to mention she was still sending me illicit images before and after this even though I didn't explicitly ask (4)
Not to mention she was still sending me illicit images before and after this even though I didn't explicitly ask (4)
Fantasize about how she would find me at night (as the event was for the whole day), being lost and all and rape me as I cry for help
You may say that I was nearing 18, so it might not be categorized as pedophilia; however not only is it still gross as I was again 17 (3)
You may say that I was nearing 18, so it might not be categorized as pedophilia; however not only is it still gross as I was again 17 (3)
July 16, 2025 at 2:12 AM
Fantasize about how she would find me at night (as the event was for the whole day), being lost and all and rape me as I cry for help
You may say that I was nearing 18, so it might not be categorized as pedophilia; however not only is it still gross as I was again 17 (3)
You may say that I was nearing 18, so it might not be categorized as pedophilia; however not only is it still gross as I was again 17 (3)
For context I was lost at the party and stumbled across someone else's territory, so I took the picture and continued on my way
My birthday is on the 2nd of October and it was taken as I was just starting my uni, so I was 17 at the time and that's when unprompted proceeded to... (2)
My birthday is on the 2nd of October and it was taken as I was just starting my uni, so I was 17 at the time and that's when unprompted proceeded to... (2)
July 16, 2025 at 2:12 AM
For context I was lost at the party and stumbled across someone else's territory, so I took the picture and continued on my way
My birthday is on the 2nd of October and it was taken as I was just starting my uni, so I was 17 at the time and that's when unprompted proceeded to... (2)
My birthday is on the 2nd of October and it was taken as I was just starting my uni, so I was 17 at the time and that's when unprompted proceeded to... (2)
Once I'm done with Prelude's script, I'll find a free SFX library; do some cutscene and sprite work and if I get a grip - UI elements as well.
It will be short, so it should be fine for BSKY
It will be short, so it should be fine for BSKY
July 15, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Once I'm done with Prelude's script, I'll find a free SFX library; do some cutscene and sprite work and if I get a grip - UI elements as well.
It will be short, so it should be fine for BSKY
It will be short, so it should be fine for BSKY
Compare that to a friend who already completed the game and just watches you play it for the first time
Now currently the sprites are protos for testing purposes: music is here (it will be stock one, similar to Witch's Heart), but I also need sound effects (6)
Now currently the sprites are protos for testing purposes: music is here (it will be stock one, similar to Witch's Heart), but I also need sound effects (6)
July 15, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Compare that to a friend who already completed the game and just watches you play it for the first time
Now currently the sprites are protos for testing purposes: music is here (it will be stock one, similar to Witch's Heart), but I also need sound effects (6)
Now currently the sprites are protos for testing purposes: music is here (it will be stock one, similar to Witch's Heart), but I also need sound effects (6)
While the cycle thing isn't dropped, her vitriol is gone - she just takes it as a matter of life (the vitriol towards cycles is now on another character)
She's quite happy to see you, but only as a tool for her enjoyment, being her fancier binoculars (5)
She's quite happy to see you, but only as a tool for her enjoyment, being her fancier binoculars (5)
July 15, 2025 at 1:37 PM
While the cycle thing isn't dropped, her vitriol is gone - she just takes it as a matter of life (the vitriol towards cycles is now on another character)
She's quite happy to see you, but only as a tool for her enjoyment, being her fancier binoculars (5)
She's quite happy to see you, but only as a tool for her enjoyment, being her fancier binoculars (5)
Can't harm them if you literally CAN'T harm them. Featherine is cool. Anyway her design is inpired by Angela's iteration from Ruina - as initially they were quite similar and El had a lot of vitriol towards "real" things while she's forced to experience cycle over again (4)
July 15, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Can't harm them if you literally CAN'T harm them. Featherine is cool. Anyway her design is inpired by Angela's iteration from Ruina - as initially they were quite similar and El had a lot of vitriol towards "real" things while she's forced to experience cycle over again (4)
As not only does it serve as a "key" point - but also makes the reader question as to why she has horns - besides it isn't her "true" self - she is retired (in a sense how Yuuka is also retired): and well what anyone's gonna do when her identity is revealed? This shi ain't DDLC or BS (3)
July 15, 2025 at 1:37 PM
As not only does it serve as a "key" point - but also makes the reader question as to why she has horns - besides it isn't her "true" self - she is retired (in a sense how Yuuka is also retired): and well what anyone's gonna do when her identity is revealed? This shi ain't DDLC or BS (3)
So making VN also gives me an opportunity to fine-tune the designs - so you're getting both definitive writing AND definitive designs: what a steal!
I wondered if I should remove horns from El, given they do spoil some things and she's supposed to hide her identity - but I decided to leave them (2)
I wondered if I should remove horns from El, given they do spoil some things and she's supposed to hide her identity - but I decided to leave them (2)
July 15, 2025 at 1:37 PM
So making VN also gives me an opportunity to fine-tune the designs - so you're getting both definitive writing AND definitive designs: what a steal!
I wondered if I should remove horns from El, given they do spoil some things and she's supposed to hide her identity - but I decided to leave them (2)
I wondered if I should remove horns from El, given they do spoil some things and she's supposed to hide her identity - but I decided to leave them (2)
So um, in case it does come out - please spread it around
Some schadenfreude in me wants this person to foam in their mouth to see this video performing decently
Some schadenfreude in me wants this person to foam in their mouth to see this video performing decently
July 14, 2025 at 1:47 PM
So um, in case it does come out - please spread it around
Some schadenfreude in me wants this person to foam in their mouth to see this video performing decently
Some schadenfreude in me wants this person to foam in their mouth to see this video performing decently