should get more done and be more productive and all that stuff, and i can't relax bcs whenever i relax i feel like I should do something instead and i feel like my life is constantly this 👌 close to being in shambles AND I DONT KNOW WHY

LIKE i really need to chill, i love my job so far and i only got positive feedback from everyone so far and still my stress level is on 180 the entire time bcs i'm terribly scared of doing something wrong, and i haven't adjusted to 💫accepting that i'm chronically ill yet💫 bcs i constantly feel like

withdrawl symptoms when going off of ADs are not the same as symptoms caused by withdrawing from addictive substances!! it is not the same and it shouldn't scare you away from starting medication if you need it!!🔊

so i can go down to 30 first.
The amount of quality of life those meds gave me (and may continue to give me if the conclusion is that they still massively help with my symptoms) is a lot greater than the side-effects in the first weeks of starting, and during weaning off)

(dont let this post stop you from taking antidepressants, they are NOT addictive, and it would be half as bad if nausea wouldn't be my single biggest source of anxiety; besides, it just means i was reducing too fast and will try again later/after talking to my doc if she can give me a different dose

to men a bit more, and also achillean is just;;;;;; gender somehow;;;

idk don't get me wrong, girls are 💫🥰, and I think at this point I very much see myself with the bisexual label, but i am attracted to men a lot and simply due to the fact that i only ever had relationships with women, i kinda feel drawn to a label that's stressing the fact that i'm /also/ attracted

JUST SITTING THERE LIKE HE DIDN'T GIVE US THE BIGGEST SCARE

HE'S BACK

ja fr, like ich glaub es wär grad einfacher gewissheit zu haben, weil ich so irgendwo zwischen trauern und noch nicht trauern bin;;

the neurologist was so nice, why am i terrified over going to her tomorrow again aaa

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