5 and final - maybe slightly delusional best alternatives of some bad options: 1. We positive think us into a better realm and save the day and our environment (probably best scenario) 2. All of us pagans cast some kind of hoodoo medicine that topples the current idiots and hobbles the worst.

Someone is on the down low in the resistance… this I am sure. Some of us are finally coming awake. Me with my near dissociative fugue state where I fade in and out like some elder silent film makes me feel like what can I possibly do. All I can do is my best and I want to give a hug to all of you.

I honestly do not know if elder and disabled people (and so many many more of us) all over this United States will die from lack of medical care or for “crimes against Trump” and so forth for whatever reason they can think up. In a good scenario we have some kind of savior. Anonymous? (3)

I am such a privileged asshole for not being kinder and more aware of the people around me. People around me care. I have a lot of advocates and allies who I have overlooked because my head was up my ass in my own grief. I wish I had cared more and done more and I don’t know what will happen. (2)

Thank you for saying. I try really hard to not let my emotions get the best of me.

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