sorry for the light halos im editing on my phone and dont have the capability to fix them on it 😩

I somehow missed the entire lead up to this trip so IM GLAD YOU MADE IT SAFE!!! HAVE FUN!!!!!

HAHAHA THIS ONE IS WORSE FOR SURE LMAO whenever stuff like this happens I instantly feel my ocs look into the camera. I love it

feesh

Normal doctors have been a complete and utter bust for me, so you might have to do some research to find someone who knows what it is in your area/state... I would be super happy to compile everything he told me yesterday/intends to do for your ref!!

I don't mean to scare you but this has been a "progressively worse" thing for me (I think I developed dysautonomia bc of everything Else) and I would reach out if you can. NSU doc told me to start searching in Janurary and it's taken several cardio/neurologists to hit this guy (with UCF this time)

at this point think id start electrocuting myself if someone said it would help but I am looking forward to gloriously bitching about it to everyone within earshot (maybe it'll be like a carnival ride but without the music)

emily used to keep one in alyxs bag to link during opportune moments im going to go raid her inventory

in jan i do another echocardiogram. and then a stress test. and then a tilt table and some sort of week-long heart monitor. and THEN we go back in feb to go over everything and figure out where to go from there

in the meantime I need all new compression gear (cries.) and 8-10g of salt daily jfc

creatures who have recieved banana. paulie keeps hissing at my music i cant tell if he's having fun or not

man......im so so sorry 🫂

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