Interstellar

To open the gateway to all my dead friends, like they'd been talking to me all along but I hadn't been on that frequency it's all very strange. That's just to say it's not strange at all.

And 4 of the weirdest days of the first few months of living in NYC and random gigs. Sinead Sly and Robbie and the Taxi gang... There have been so many full circle moments lately I'm not even surprised. My mom's spirit wifi hasn't been beaming mad data into my head the last few weeks but it seemed..

She died like 5 days later. That was her plan. The following weekend I was in Montreal with Chet Faker. The weekend after that Copenhagen with Bikini Kill. I think the following weekend was Boy George then time disappeared. I just worked for Dev Hynes, full circle, 20 years after Test Icicles...

But then in spring my mom went into decline my sister said you better start going down there -- my folks retired 2hrs from my childhood and 6-8 hours from me. So the universe cleared my schedule. After all other options to improve her quality of life were exhausted the doc said 6wks.

JD Samson
Casey Spooner
Nomi Ruiz
Paris Hilton
Kim Petras
Aqua (yep, that happened)
Kathleen Hanna
Boy George
I feel like I'm leaving someone out oh well.
My brain is wavy except for work
More soon

It only dawned on me after the 4th pickup my mom is dead and I'm getting driven around in a limo. By myself. The two things are not related but given the moment to moment temp checks on my brain it's all related. Every fucking thing right down to the positions of the sun

But also maybe just get a cat or other animal familiar and stop searching for such folly in another person