who are you talking about the scene is just full of really well drawn artists with the same shading technique and attention to detail with lower appendages

The party is good but I don't know anyone and frankly I don't think I'm gonna care about making friends with normies so maybe I am kinda cooked

Anyways sorry for the selfish rant lol being tiny amirite

funniest thing is that i wouldnt trade this experience, hard work, and progress for the world. i juat need to remember to take care of myself and let loose again once in a while i suppose

That energy has zapped me of taking the time to self care and treat myself into these silly little indulgences until I get kinda miserable, but that's what art is at the end of the day isn't it? Free time and fun times take a backseat to a second job like this

God it feels weird making this a sort of echo chamber of thoughts account too because I'm too scared to actually post things on my normal account that isn't music related or promotional for the comic. Like I put a lot of energy into making this work as much as me and my friends can make it work

Having the comic be a more general display of my creativity complicating things too has been a factor the last year about where I stand with it. But I'm guessing either people don't care that much or I'm overthinking things a lot again. Maybe both

Biggest issue I'm facing now is that I don't have that inate energy to publicly post things yet, wether that's commissions or kink related thoughts, just because something that I hold as a personal thing is hard to make a public display or exclamation ykwim?

I still have a lot of issues getting there, and I know now that I shouldn't really try and make friendships based on wafer thin grounding like such. Or at the very least conflating who really are my friends and who are just people I happen to have messaged here and there

And that's mainly because I've had a lot of trouble in the past with knowing how and when I should bring that stuff up, in turn making me feel embarrassed about risking cheapening friendships when that's the only point of common ground

Brother you gotta be doing that intentionally

Okay give me one then

THIS WASNT WHAT I MEANT

he's dead now btw I've killed him over this