My suicidal thoughts are getting strong, I will never be good enough. Why did god make me. Am i just a failed creation to him

Ngl lately ive been thinking to end my life because i know as a indian guy no girl will want me.
#suicidethoughts #idontwanttoliveanymore

A inteviewer asked where do i see myself in 5 years i really wanted to say not being alive

Realising that you will never be with someone because you may have ed sucks. This shit is fucking me up.