ive been thinking about caterpillars all day
from little bug to mush to flying beauty
i want wings id do anything to have them
i want to melt into white mush then emerge with wings
i wouldnt have to worry about bus passes or travel expenses
just a suitcase and my wings could take me anywhere
i wish
from little bug to mush to flying beauty
i want wings id do anything to have them
i want to melt into white mush then emerge with wings
i wouldnt have to worry about bus passes or travel expenses
just a suitcase and my wings could take me anywhere
i wish
November 7, 2025 at 3:53 AM
ive been thinking about caterpillars all day
from little bug to mush to flying beauty
i want wings id do anything to have them
i want to melt into white mush then emerge with wings
i wouldnt have to worry about bus passes or travel expenses
just a suitcase and my wings could take me anywhere
i wish
from little bug to mush to flying beauty
i want wings id do anything to have them
i want to melt into white mush then emerge with wings
i wouldnt have to worry about bus passes or travel expenses
just a suitcase and my wings could take me anywhere
i wish
When i was around 16, I figured out that going hungry for long periods of time made me feel less hungry
I could go a day or so without eating anything, just drinking
but the moment i smelled food or ate something, suddenly the hunger pain came back all at once and i could eat a whole pizza
I could go a day or so without eating anything, just drinking
but the moment i smelled food or ate something, suddenly the hunger pain came back all at once and i could eat a whole pizza
November 1, 2025 at 10:21 PM
When i was around 16, I figured out that going hungry for long periods of time made me feel less hungry
I could go a day or so without eating anything, just drinking
but the moment i smelled food or ate something, suddenly the hunger pain came back all at once and i could eat a whole pizza
I could go a day or so without eating anything, just drinking
but the moment i smelled food or ate something, suddenly the hunger pain came back all at once and i could eat a whole pizza
I hate non-edible things that are orange
for some reason, there are no good orange objects
only good orange foods and drinks
orange dilemma
for some reason, there are no good orange objects
only good orange foods and drinks
orange dilemma
October 30, 2025 at 1:40 AM
I hate non-edible things that are orange
for some reason, there are no good orange objects
only good orange foods and drinks
orange dilemma
for some reason, there are no good orange objects
only good orange foods and drinks
orange dilemma
i keep buying the drink that was given to me in that hotel room on my first night of being homeless
I don't like it very much
it's quite bad but i keep buying it anyway
guess i cant let it go
I don't like it very much
it's quite bad but i keep buying it anyway
guess i cant let it go
October 22, 2025 at 11:06 PM
i keep buying the drink that was given to me in that hotel room on my first night of being homeless
I don't like it very much
it's quite bad but i keep buying it anyway
guess i cant let it go
I don't like it very much
it's quite bad but i keep buying it anyway
guess i cant let it go
Words never cut deep enough for me
I hear them, I hear their importance, and I understand their value, but my face and mind never react to it
Even if I can understand love/connections verbally, it never translates mentally
I feel like a wilted flower who needs fertilizer to bloom, but never gets it
I hear them, I hear their importance, and I understand their value, but my face and mind never react to it
Even if I can understand love/connections verbally, it never translates mentally
I feel like a wilted flower who needs fertilizer to bloom, but never gets it
October 20, 2025 at 2:25 AM
Words never cut deep enough for me
I hear them, I hear their importance, and I understand their value, but my face and mind never react to it
Even if I can understand love/connections verbally, it never translates mentally
I feel like a wilted flower who needs fertilizer to bloom, but never gets it
I hear them, I hear their importance, and I understand their value, but my face and mind never react to it
Even if I can understand love/connections verbally, it never translates mentally
I feel like a wilted flower who needs fertilizer to bloom, but never gets it
I hate that im completely incapable of feeling as much as others
I see others madly in love or happy laughing with friends and i just cant do that naturally i have to force it
being empty isnt cool its miserable, i want to be like them but something in my head refuses to let it happen
tedious
I see others madly in love or happy laughing with friends and i just cant do that naturally i have to force it
being empty isnt cool its miserable, i want to be like them but something in my head refuses to let it happen
tedious
October 6, 2025 at 2:10 AM
I hate that im completely incapable of feeling as much as others
I see others madly in love or happy laughing with friends and i just cant do that naturally i have to force it
being empty isnt cool its miserable, i want to be like them but something in my head refuses to let it happen
tedious
I see others madly in love or happy laughing with friends and i just cant do that naturally i have to force it
being empty isnt cool its miserable, i want to be like them but something in my head refuses to let it happen
tedious
dont know why but i have a severe hate of hair it makes my everyday experience torturous
I hate hair on my body i hate hair on others I hate the feeling of hair no matter what
it makes me itchy it makes me shiver it makes me upset
i hate body hair especially
i shave every day so i never feel it
I hate hair on my body i hate hair on others I hate the feeling of hair no matter what
it makes me itchy it makes me shiver it makes me upset
i hate body hair especially
i shave every day so i never feel it
October 3, 2025 at 4:10 PM
dont know why but i have a severe hate of hair it makes my everyday experience torturous
I hate hair on my body i hate hair on others I hate the feeling of hair no matter what
it makes me itchy it makes me shiver it makes me upset
i hate body hair especially
i shave every day so i never feel it
I hate hair on my body i hate hair on others I hate the feeling of hair no matter what
it makes me itchy it makes me shiver it makes me upset
i hate body hair especially
i shave every day so i never feel it
sometimes I feel an emotion that makes me feel nothing but disgust, I wish I was capable of removing or limiting some emotions from ever showing up so I wouldn't have to confront them
The idea that because my brain is human I have to think as one bothers me terribly
The idea that because my brain is human I have to think as one bothers me terribly
September 29, 2025 at 4:53 PM
sometimes I feel an emotion that makes me feel nothing but disgust, I wish I was capable of removing or limiting some emotions from ever showing up so I wouldn't have to confront them
The idea that because my brain is human I have to think as one bothers me terribly
The idea that because my brain is human I have to think as one bothers me terribly
I've been to enough states to realize that they all smell a little different.
I've always had a strong sense of smell, and I notice things before others do.
Florida smells like a laundromat, Massachusetts smells like frozen grass, and everything else smells unfamiliar and terrible.
I've always had a strong sense of smell, and I notice things before others do.
Florida smells like a laundromat, Massachusetts smells like frozen grass, and everything else smells unfamiliar and terrible.
September 26, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I've been to enough states to realize that they all smell a little different.
I've always had a strong sense of smell, and I notice things before others do.
Florida smells like a laundromat, Massachusetts smells like frozen grass, and everything else smells unfamiliar and terrible.
I've always had a strong sense of smell, and I notice things before others do.
Florida smells like a laundromat, Massachusetts smells like frozen grass, and everything else smells unfamiliar and terrible.
I feel like people aren't nice anymore. At some point, everyone just decided to be mean and hurtful for the sake of it, and I don't know why
Every game I play, people hurl insults at each other mindlessly, people don't even say good game anymore, just ez or trash or whatever
I don't get it anymore
Every game I play, people hurl insults at each other mindlessly, people don't even say good game anymore, just ez or trash or whatever
I don't get it anymore
September 23, 2025 at 4:05 AM
I feel like people aren't nice anymore. At some point, everyone just decided to be mean and hurtful for the sake of it, and I don't know why
Every game I play, people hurl insults at each other mindlessly, people don't even say good game anymore, just ez or trash or whatever
I don't get it anymore
Every game I play, people hurl insults at each other mindlessly, people don't even say good game anymore, just ez or trash or whatever
I don't get it anymore
Everyone who disagrees with me is wrong
September 22, 2025 at 8:22 AM
Everyone who disagrees with me is wrong
I think about dying a lot, but my mind is also absolutely terrified of death, it's just being eternally without senses and the thought bugs me
I'm fighting with myself, and I don't care what side wins
I'm fighting with myself, and I don't care what side wins
September 21, 2025 at 5:47 AM
I think about dying a lot, but my mind is also absolutely terrified of death, it's just being eternally without senses and the thought bugs me
I'm fighting with myself, and I don't care what side wins
I'm fighting with myself, and I don't care what side wins
So many of my problems could be solved if I had wings, I could fly away to wherever I wanted to be at that very moment
I won't have to spend money on traveling or worry about people
I could fly away from whatever I didn't like
Maybe that's why I don't have them
I won't have to spend money on traveling or worry about people
I could fly away from whatever I didn't like
Maybe that's why I don't have them
September 21, 2025 at 5:38 AM
So many of my problems could be solved if I had wings, I could fly away to wherever I wanted to be at that very moment
I won't have to spend money on traveling or worry about people
I could fly away from whatever I didn't like
Maybe that's why I don't have them
I won't have to spend money on traveling or worry about people
I could fly away from whatever I didn't like
Maybe that's why I don't have them
I spent like 10 full minutes staring at my hand
I don't like how it looks
I feel like the thumb shouldn't be there
I feel like the thumb ruins the structure of what a hand is
I don't like thumbs
I don't like how it looks
I feel like the thumb shouldn't be there
I feel like the thumb ruins the structure of what a hand is
I don't like thumbs
September 21, 2025 at 1:39 AM
I spent like 10 full minutes staring at my hand
I don't like how it looks
I feel like the thumb shouldn't be there
I feel like the thumb ruins the structure of what a hand is
I don't like thumbs
I don't like how it looks
I feel like the thumb shouldn't be there
I feel like the thumb ruins the structure of what a hand is
I don't like thumbs
I've decided I don't trust anyone who has their full name in their account, either, or has a profile picture that is just their face
I trust the opinions of people who have pfps of cats quite a bit, despite not liking cats all that much
I trust the opinions of people who have pfps of cats quite a bit, despite not liking cats all that much
September 20, 2025 at 1:53 AM
I've decided I don't trust anyone who has their full name in their account, either, or has a profile picture that is just their face
I trust the opinions of people who have pfps of cats quite a bit, despite not liking cats all that much
I trust the opinions of people who have pfps of cats quite a bit, despite not liking cats all that much
Sometimes i stare at my screen blankly for who knows how long before i remember that i do in fact exist and should probably do something like eat or throw away a plastic bag
September 19, 2025 at 4:31 AM
Sometimes i stare at my screen blankly for who knows how long before i remember that i do in fact exist and should probably do something like eat or throw away a plastic bag
I don't trust any account with "production" in their name
I don't trust anyone with a checkmark either
I don't trust anyone with a checkmark either
September 19, 2025 at 3:59 AM
I don't trust any account with "production" in their name
I don't trust anyone with a checkmark either
I don't trust anyone with a checkmark either
every time I look at this site, it's just all political nonsense. Since when did everything become so political
I spent nearly an hour just blocking accounts on my discovery page because everything is just so boring
I wanna hear people talk about the tweaker they saw behind a 7/11 instead
I spent nearly an hour just blocking accounts on my discovery page because everything is just so boring
I wanna hear people talk about the tweaker they saw behind a 7/11 instead
September 19, 2025 at 3:58 AM
every time I look at this site, it's just all political nonsense. Since when did everything become so political
I spent nearly an hour just blocking accounts on my discovery page because everything is just so boring
I wanna hear people talk about the tweaker they saw behind a 7/11 instead
I spent nearly an hour just blocking accounts on my discovery page because everything is just so boring
I wanna hear people talk about the tweaker they saw behind a 7/11 instead
I've always wanted to play pikmin 1; it feels like such an oddly creepy game despite not trying to be. something about its old graphics and sounds and the dull story make it feel like something that should be archived somewhere. I can only hope to play it someday.
September 18, 2025 at 2:47 AM
I've always wanted to play pikmin 1; it feels like such an oddly creepy game despite not trying to be. something about its old graphics and sounds and the dull story make it feel like something that should be archived somewhere. I can only hope to play it someday.
If I can't think without feeling sad then I really don't want to think at all
September 18, 2025 at 2:21 AM
If I can't think without feeling sad then I really don't want to think at all