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@aintnomagicpill.bsky.social
I don’t know what these people want. But I know I need structured guidance.
May 13, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Hopefully my people will communicate with me in a way that I can understand. Right now this is not the case.
May 13, 2025 at 7:53 PM
I’m shooting for a year. Hopefully by next June my financials will have improved enough for me to even afford to purchase divination; much less mentorship.
May 13, 2025 at 7:53 PM
The only problem is how long to wait before getting divination again. Like when am I “clean enough” to get read again?
May 13, 2025 at 7:52 PM
I plan to abstain from readings and rituals from practitioners. I messed up and got too many in too short of a time. So I let many tap into my energy which I understand now to be bad spiritual hygiene.
May 13, 2025 at 7:51 PM
When my money is right again, I’ll see if I can find a mentor.
May 13, 2025 at 7:50 PM
I will continue my education in hoodoo.
May 13, 2025 at 7:50 PM
They already know my situation so unless something new comes up I won’t say a word other than thanking them, psalms, and meditation if I have time.
May 13, 2025 at 7:49 PM
At this point I let them know it will be a while before I ask them for anything else. I’ll sit with them, feed them, keep the water fresh and offer incense as often as I can.
May 13, 2025 at 7:48 PM
Sat my ass back down at the altar, fed them and apologized.
May 13, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Welp, today has been filled with several inconveniences.
May 13, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Finally sat at my altar yesterday after a long ass time and had the nerve to chastise my ancestors about how they are not helping me in the ways that I need.
May 13, 2025 at 7:46 PM
I think I just got owned by ancestors today….or maybe it’s the full moon in Scorpio.
May 13, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Boy this is a brutal era I’m in.
May 13, 2025 at 7:45 PM
I really gotta figure out a way to stay in the damn house during my luteal phase. Like no work no nothing 🤦🏾‍♀️
January 23, 2025 at 1:11 AM
The amount of stress I’ve been under in the last 18 months is not normal at all. I’m overly sensitive to smallest things. I get so pissed at myself for not checking people. I feel like such a pussy ass bitch, it’s embarrassing.
January 23, 2025 at 12:20 AM
But it just seems like there’s some resistance 🤷🏽‍♀️
December 22, 2024 at 12:37 AM
But anyways these people keep telling me to come to them, and I do, and they send me subtle signs but their messages gotta be more clear. Like I don’t have a problem hearing voices or getting a clear memorable dream. Just say something, tell em what you need. I tell them all the time at the altar
December 22, 2024 at 12:37 AM
I like it better than the pendulum and using tarot cards for y/n answers. Because sometimes I can tell with the cards that they be getting sick of me when I ask too many questions lol
December 22, 2024 at 12:32 AM
And they tell me what’s up. I mean my dice divination is rudimentary as hell but it works. I’ve been saving money lol I don’t buy anything anymore if my dead people say not to buy because it won’t be effective for me….or maybe that product or ritual is truly not what I need
December 22, 2024 at 12:31 AM
I’ll cleansey dice with the Rue incense smoke and ask my people if this oil or that rite will work if I buy it.
December 22, 2024 at 12:29 AM
But the group rites do be for money though…and to be fair…lately I’ve been sitting at my altar doing dice divination to consult with my dead people to see if I should be spending money on certain things and if they’ll be effective
December 22, 2024 at 12:29 AM
I know PayPal Pay in 4 hate to see me coming smh and I have the nerve to be praying for financial stability but out here still buying oils and group spell rituals lol
December 22, 2024 at 12:27 AM
I’m sitting here at this dam bar tipsy and ready to buy some more damn oils smh
December 22, 2024 at 12:26 AM
But then again…maybe I should “divine on it”
December 22, 2024 at 12:25 AM