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trying to flesh out the general theme of cmuse is so hard why are you emo!!
muse rosendutch never really liked the softest and delicate things; he always feared that once such vulnerableness would end up in his control—he'd break it quicker than anybody
muse rosendutch was a man who allowed love into his life, but never really understood it, never let himself understand it
muse rosendutch was a man who allowed love into his life, but never really understood it, never let himself understand it
July 10, 2025 at 2:49 PM
trying to flesh out the general theme of cmuse is so hard why are you emo!!
muse rosendutch never really liked the softest and delicate things; he always feared that once such vulnerableness would end up in his control—he'd break it quicker than anybody
muse rosendutch was a man who allowed love into his life, but never really understood it, never let himself understand it
muse rosendutch was a man who allowed love into his life, but never really understood it, never let himself understand it
July 10, 2025 at 2:34 PM
muse rosendutch never really liked the softest and delicate things; he always feared that once such vulnerableness would end up in his control—he'd break it quicker than anybody
muse rosendutch was a man who allowed love into his life, but never really understood it, never let himself understand it
muse rosendutch was a man who allowed love into his life, but never really understood it, never let himself understand it
professor rosendutch has a different appearance to cmuse (considering cmuse just literally stole the skin of others and made shit up)
May 9, 2025 at 2:38 AM
professor rosendutch has a different appearance to cmuse (considering cmuse just literally stole the skin of others and made shit up)
prof rosendutch rework and i realize how lame he looks compared to cmuse
April 23, 2025 at 5:46 PM
prof rosendutch rework and i realize how lame he looks compared to cmuse
i need to stay naming the love interests . hello there Zachary . hello there kelsey . meet Muse .
March 25, 2025 at 10:18 AM
i need to stay naming the love interests . hello there Zachary . hello there kelsey . meet Muse .
2nd li disguised arachnid and cwte cmuse thinks he's got it covered but nooooooo. he fucked up and now he found himself in the arachnid's web . . in the end they're using eachother but they're also not . because it's predator-predator . ok ok. i sound crazy
can't decide if 2nd li is a arachnid or human . but i wanna make the 2nd li human because 2nd li WAS supposedly cmuse's next victim . until 2nd li completely flipped the script ......... hahahahahhaha.a oh the thoughts.
March 25, 2025 at 10:10 AM
2nd li disguised arachnid and cwte cmuse thinks he's got it covered but nooooooo. he fucked up and now he found himself in the arachnid's web . . in the end they're using eachother but they're also not . because it's predator-predator . ok ok. i sound crazy
cwte cmuse has been on my mind . imagine being a evil little guy but then a arachnid comes along and decides you're it's main target now ....!!!!!!!!
March 25, 2025 at 10:04 AM
cwte cmuse has been on my mind . imagine being a evil little guy but then a arachnid comes along and decides you're it's main target now ....!!!!!!!!
actor cmuse would've been such a ruckus if he got enough confidence so im absolutely allowed to bully the fuck out of him
March 12, 2025 at 12:09 AM
actor cmuse would've been such a ruckus if he got enough confidence so im absolutely allowed to bully the fuck out of him
thought in the back of my mind where hs cmuse never meets gen1 because he's always putting himself into situations where he doesn't want to meet new people anymore; he's scared of letting himself love, for him, meeting people was putting his head out for a beheading, and for him, love is also cruel
March 8, 2025 at 7:15 AM
thought in the back of my mind where hs cmuse never meets gen1 because he's always putting himself into situations where he doesn't want to meet new people anymore; he's scared of letting himself love, for him, meeting people was putting his head out for a beheading, and for him, love is also cruel
runrunrun by dm cwte cmuse & 2nd li........... 2nd li perspective
March 7, 2025 at 9:41 AM
runrunrun by dm cwte cmuse & 2nd li........... 2nd li perspective
if cmuse was a animal rather than a shulker (in general, ANYTHING but a shulker) would be the happiest cmuse has ever been because he has something gen1 cmuse can never have; a identity that belongs to him and only him.
not anyone's, not a separate entity, just muse, just /himself/.
not anyone's, not a separate entity, just muse, just /himself/.
March 7, 2025 at 3:32 AM
if cmuse was a animal rather than a shulker (in general, ANYTHING but a shulker) would be the happiest cmuse has ever been because he has something gen1 cmuse can never have; a identity that belongs to him and only him.
not anyone's, not a separate entity, just muse, just /himself/.
not anyone's, not a separate entity, just muse, just /himself/.
cmuse ........ other possibilities ..... yk ... fox cmuse at first ... but before .. fox....... was bunny ... bunny cmuse ....... stupid bunny guy.....
March 7, 2025 at 1:14 AM
cmuse ........ other possibilities ..... yk ... fox cmuse at first ... but before .. fox....... was bunny ... bunny cmuse ....... stupid bunny guy.....
actor cmuse who was deathly afraid of cameras at first and didn't want to ever become a actor but his li wanted to be a actor so he had to suck up his fear and try to become his li in this sick coping mechanism after his li dies
March 5, 2025 at 9:35 AM
actor cmuse who was deathly afraid of cameras at first and didn't want to ever become a actor but his li wanted to be a actor so he had to suck up his fear and try to become his li in this sick coping mechanism after his li dies
cwte cmuse face notes
March 4, 2025 at 2:25 AM
cwte cmuse face notes
NORMAL cmuse modern life where he's a 9-5 office worker and his only suffering is his absent childhood, his broken marriage, and the amount of paperwork he has to finish before deadline, oh — and did he mention the random kid who stops infront of his office every now and then? for some reason?
March 3, 2025 at 10:38 PM
NORMAL cmuse modern life where he's a 9-5 office worker and his only suffering is his absent childhood, his broken marriage, and the amount of paperwork he has to finish before deadline, oh — and did he mention the random kid who stops infront of his office every now and then? for some reason?
hs cmuse is horribly stupid at love and falls inlove with the slightest affection from anybody, it leads to him being both severely paranoid and severely guillible; more of a reason why he didn't notice his li leading him on before he had unfortunately confessed
March 3, 2025 at 7:34 AM
hs cmuse is horribly stupid at love and falls inlove with the slightest affection from anybody, it leads to him being both severely paranoid and severely guillible; more of a reason why he didn't notice his li leading him on before he had unfortunately confessed
hs cmuse who confesses to his li only for his li to reject him after li led him on for so long that he ends up moving schools out of embarrassment and shame
March 2, 2025 at 11:41 PM
hs cmuse who confesses to his li only for his li to reject him after li led him on for so long that he ends up moving schools out of embarrassment and shame
contract with the end cmuse::
— the price for his mother (2)
— the price for his mother (2)
contract with the end cmuse ::
— small idea i got struck with out of nowhere,,, won't make sense i just wanna make cmuse suffer hahahah..!!!
— small idea i got struck with out of nowhere,,, won't make sense i just wanna make cmuse suffer hahahah..!!!
March 2, 2025 at 5:50 AM
contract with the end cmuse::
— the price for his mother (2)
— the price for his mother (2)
cwte cmuse who shows more enderic features only to attract people
March 2, 2025 at 5:49 AM
cwte cmuse who shows more enderic features only to attract people
infected au cmuse who's immunity is so wack he sometimes starts feeling the appetite for human and it's just the idea of where he wants to eat, to gnaw, to chop his teeth into skin and break through it.
oh, so that's why he gives most of the resources to ckarma.
he doesn't have a appetite for it.
oh, so that's why he gives most of the resources to ckarma.
he doesn't have a appetite for it.
March 1, 2025 at 3:11 PM
infected au cmuse who's immunity is so wack he sometimes starts feeling the appetite for human and it's just the idea of where he wants to eat, to gnaw, to chop his teeth into skin and break through it.
oh, so that's why he gives most of the resources to ckarma.
he doesn't have a appetite for it.
oh, so that's why he gives most of the resources to ckarma.
he doesn't have a appetite for it.
prof rosendutch who would've married his li if it weren't for the fact the very same day he planned to propose was the day that his li finally gave up, the heart monitor going flat and muse couldn't do anything about it cause he knew that was his li's last and final wish; to rest
March 1, 2025 at 6:41 AM
prof rosendutch who would've married his li if it weren't for the fact the very same day he planned to propose was the day that his li finally gave up, the heart monitor going flat and muse couldn't do anything about it cause he knew that was his li's last and final wish; to rest
I'll continue writing later 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 cmuseeee....!
what muse didn't expect, after he watched the portal come alive, was for the silent fortress to become much,
much,
louder.
it got too loud, so loud, it was calling for him; home called for him—but it wasn't letting him in, without a price to pay.
a price? what nonsense.
his mom waited for him.
much,
louder.
it got too loud, so loud, it was calling for him; home called for him—but it wasn't letting him in, without a price to pay.
a price? what nonsense.
his mom waited for him.
February 28, 2025 at 3:32 AM
I'll continue writing later 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 cmuseeee....!
contract with the end cmuse ::
— small idea i got struck with out of nowhere,,, won't make sense i just wanna make cmuse suffer hahahah..!!!
— small idea i got struck with out of nowhere,,, won't make sense i just wanna make cmuse suffer hahahah..!!!
February 28, 2025 at 2:36 AM
contract with the end cmuse ::
— small idea i got struck with out of nowhere,,, won't make sense i just wanna make cmuse suffer hahahah..!!!
— small idea i got struck with out of nowhere,,, won't make sense i just wanna make cmuse suffer hahahah..!!!
he ended up tinier im so dead
February 27, 2025 at 7:53 AM
he ended up tinier im so dead