I feel like that robot designed to clean up it's own oil forever. there is always another thing I'm neglecting when trying to fix other areas

and then I just feel like I am always doing something wrong, always being inefficient

making too many lists to remember things even though I know that never works, but can't delete any bc they might be important when I DO remember them

making too many folders and trying to organize myself to the point of splitting hairs & making more to organize

only when I was mid-fall from passing out

for clarity, I did not seek it out, but I DID linger a bit

she

like, some relatively worthless cards too that he absolutely didn't need to look for but he DID

like oh this is a pretty neat design-- oops nvm at a closer look it's not real! silly me!