I ended the messages by saying that if he ever wants to talk to me, I'd be happy to welcome him with open arms! I hope that happens someday, even if it seems very unlikely.

I'm feeling a lot better these past months, although that's not the ending I craved, I respect his decision and I wish all the best in the world, he's the best person I've ever met in my life and I admire him so much

He didn't accept, but he was very kind to me and said that he's not hurt or angry with me, and that he's happy that I still care about him.

also i'm looking forward in making new drawings, and making a price sheet for my commissions, im sorry about my lacking of updates and slow pacing with new art though

this is just a small update yay

I still don't feel good about my current situation, my focus now is to start HRT as soon as possible. I'll be very happy when I start aaaaaaaaaaaaa

also i used Trails to keep myself distracted from bad thoughts and i played it so much, i finished cold steel 1 and 2 in like one month .. xD

YOUR AGNES IS SO ADORABLE AAAAAA wonderful work!!❤️❤️