it's just really fucking weird to process losing my real mom (my grandmother who adopted me and my brother) and yet having both of my birth parents still being here but not having much of a relationship with one and actively hoping I never see the other again.

sometimes I think surely I've gone through "the worst of it". surely I'll have peace one day and be able to accept this loss. but I can't. Honestly I don't ever want to let go of her.

This year really changed my life forever and I'm finding it hard to know how to move forward.

wait have some jesters too bc i'm love her #criticalrole #criticalrolefanart #art

all of the mighty nein are super complicated (maybe one or two exceptions) imo and I personally love how messy they are. I just hope they keep most if not all of their messy characteristics.

overall though feeling really good about this first season so far (please don't make me eat those words CR)

ALSO I have a bone to pick with Critters lmao people saying 'oh I love Molly SO much he's SO much better in the animated show!' I'm sorry but if you can't appreciate that complicated bastard carnival tiefling then by god I WILL 😭😭😭💜🎪