glad to hear it!!! :DDDD

happy birthday!!! :D
i hope your day gets better :<

i thought i was going to the other side for real

i don't know how to explain it, it's weird, but that realization made me feel a tiiiiny better with myself, idk why? it actually makes no sense xd

+like i could trust them enough to open myself to them and they ended up wronging me and leaving me behind.
now i see them and feel pain. but it's because, deep down, i still care about them. i cared once. i miss those happy moments, and wonder why they did what they did, and what's wrong with me

+to be happy, i want both of us to be happy and enjoy good moments. but almost always people don't see friendships that way, at least with me, the friendship doesn't feel reciprocal for me.
so then they leave me aside and we stop talking. but why do i feel so bad? because i feel betrayed, i felt+

happy new year

+to forgive and move on with my life, people come and go, i can't still be attached to those that i cared about but wronged me and left me behind. but well, my brain wants me to suffer😀
why the hell am i even writing this? lol