Aetherium
aetheriumsoul.bsky.social
Aetherium
@aetheriumsoul.bsky.social
they/them
poet and musician
AuDHD, PDs, C-DID system
not too good tbh but I think we'll go to sleep soon, maybe we'll feel better tomorrow

how are y'all?
November 20, 2024 at 11:59 PM
November 20, 2024 at 11:52 PM
I literally have the same feeling. just gonna enjoy the peace while it lasts tbh
November 20, 2024 at 4:59 PM
I think I'm gonna go for music. I feel like going for a drive would be amazing to make me tired but I don't have a license haha
November 20, 2024 at 3:13 AM
I haven't been to the local library in so long because I didn't find the time and I hate going into town but maybe I'm gonna go there again. After all the type of people who make me anxious likely won't be there bc they don't seem like ppl who read a lot.
November 20, 2024 at 1:25 AM
omg I love this song
November 18, 2024 at 8:35 AM
@cynosurecollective.bsky.social idk if y'all do such tags but y'all are cool and one of our favourite mutuals
November 17, 2024 at 8:36 PM
Annoyance, because family and because someone let me wait and then said that he didn't have time for me.

Satisfaction, because I received confirmation that I was right in an argument with my sister.

Exhaustion, because I've done so many taxing things this week.
November 17, 2024 at 8:35 PM
I lie because I don't want them to think that I'm a bad person.
I didn't even realize that other people did that so it surprises me to read this in such questions.
November 17, 2024 at 8:33 PM
No, not really. I don't know what love feels like, I don't even truly love my friends when it comes to definitions (which sounds damn sad).

My parents have disappointed me too many times. They messed me up and now act as if I was the one who messed myself up. At this point I'm distancing myself.
November 17, 2024 at 8:32 PM
I don't hate them. I just kinda dislike them for a reason I can hardly understand myself. They've pissed me off a few times, and they're somewhat clingy, and I remember that they fueled my unhealthy grandiosity a few years ago (I don't blame them, we were both only teenagers).
November 17, 2024 at 8:31 PM
Yes, I do. I used to hate it (because it caused dysphoria among other reasons) but I think it is a very recognizable and unique voice with a lot of potential for variation. So I've started to like it.
November 17, 2024 at 8:29 PM
No but I wanted to, a few times. I was scared to be found by the police though, and I was certain I'd get lost or wouldn't even make it out of the house. And I was scared of punishment for running away.
November 17, 2024 at 8:28 PM