it was the best option i believed i had, and played out successfully. im not dead, im in a much better headspace than i once was, and ive come out to my family.

it helps me be more compassionate to myself. also, epigenetics shit because i know it helps my 60yo dad whos smoked since hs

fuckinggggrreaaaaalll holy shit to be pushed up against a wall and kissed,,, being the sole focus of alll that pleasure and tension,,, the sound ojf the world fading into the background, replaced by this soundtrack of ggentle kisses and mmoansss neeeeeed need need
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hold on im confused
how do you have a "bad reaction" to "a specific hrt"
literally everything involved are hormones that are present in natural amounts in your system even prior to starting

straight up like if anyone asks me to show anyone any of my serious writing 9/10 it's getting clocked as chat gpt, shit has em dashes and alliteration everywhere
like girl, im not using a fucking ai im just autistic god fucking damn

let a gal be cringe, the fact that you hate your early transition self should not have any effect on others and should not lead you to burden others with living with the same mindset especially that early on in their transition.

your experience is not universal. neither is mine.

im single but that doesnt mean i cant post real shit and manifest or whatever 😖