and TO REITERATE my stance is "good for y'all but leave me alone" but the latter half CONTINUES TO DRIVE ME TO THE POINT OF CRASHING OOOUUUTTT

at this point i will continue to NOT use these mods at this point out of SPITE!!!! y'all!!!!!

grateful my rp partner gave me a chance, grateful it worked out, grateful he didn't feel like he got tossed around, grateful we had a mutually engaging time!!! but now I'm tired!!!! I wish I could CUDDLE SOMEONE

(to be clear this one friend above also knows, but we haven't done it in *so fucking long* that it's actually crazy to think about)

shouts to the like 15 people in my RP history who see through my line-by-line nonsense and have given me a chance at proper development scenes with paragraphs-long posts. you might be shocked to know that by being capable of versatile prose in shortform engagement, I can also do it in longform

evie did a good job though not even gonna lie

talia's a little shit

when the stars align and someone puts up with me for a scene so I can give them more than 250 characters per post (rare cutscene)